23 May, 2016 05:09 PM
whispers of leaves,
blowing in the air, wondering do i stop,
to listen and stare
keeping letting my rain hit my face from the sky,
thinking the demons around me are killing me,
and doing a great job at being sly,
keep on walking
im almost there
nothing can stop me, not even a glare,
the hope in my eyes is now buried in the ground,
, LoveVotes: 1
10 May, 2016 08:03 PM
Crimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
Tags: Self Harm
, AloneVotes: 1
10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 9
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PM
the skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
, Sad Love
, Broken Heart
, SilencVotes: 3
13 Dec, 2015 06:04 PM
Tried to stand up,
Up and pretend,
Pretend that I'm good,
Good as they always thinked.
Have you ever broke down?
A real one?
Just like I did?
No, isn't it?
, LoveVotes: 2
16 Apr, 2015 04:27 PM
I'm locked in a room,
With my past it's key,
I cannot reach to it,
As far as i can see.
The strings of my guitar sing,
As the light enters the window,
I can hear the wind blowing,
Moving the garden gate spindle.
Sunshine is calling me,
To leave behind the past,
, New Life
, Left BehindVotes: 8
16 Feb, 2015 09:56 PM
You should have known that he loves her more
the way he stares her body from head to toe
the way his lips turn into a smirk
the way he rubs her body when they walk
Ohh you should have realized long ago
that he always longed only for her.
You should have known that you were just a toy
to please and pleasure before you'd go
Ohh no point in crying and frowning now
that he's got you knocked up
, Teen Mother
, UnlovedVotes: 0
16 Feb, 2015 10:12 PM
Alone at last
We sit and drink cold champagne
Your smirk and laugh
your eyes wondering down my dress
I fake innocence
and laugh along
though your stupid jokes
truly bore me
I wonder, do you stare at all women like this?
You gap like a fish at my question
, DateVotes: 3
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PM
It always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
, RapeVotes: 5
12 Jan, 2015 01:12 AM
From childhood's hour, I have not been
No, not the same as them, I had not seen
I could not yield
My passions to the common field
My heart would not beat
To the sounds of their feet
Everything I loved,
I loved alone.
And I realized the existence of my pain
I was not loved and my life was but in vain
, PassionVotes: 3