08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PM
What is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
, DepressedVotes: 48
13 Sep, 2011 08:28 AM
not allowing myself,
The truth is I am weak,
all I do I act tough,
pretend that I am strong.
The truth is I want to cry my heart out,
I want to scream so loud,
but I tell myself 'I must be strong',
, AloneVotes: 40
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
01 Nov, 2017 01:29 AM
Laying in my bed
Just lost in my head
Staring at these walls
And wishing I was dead
I feel so stressed
And I feel so depressed
I wish I could remember
When I last got some rest
, Sad Poems
, AloneVotes: 25
10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 22
15 Jun, 2011 08:36 PM
Clouds conquering the world of my dreams,
So as you conquered me as it seems,
Growing darkness questioned me,
I stood like ,in a thunder, is a tree,
When rain started my heart started sobbing,
In intense sorrow my mind lay sobbing,
A deep wail consoled me,
A supernatural power controlled me,
The hiding sun(beneath the clouds)was sad too,
He was losing battle without any clue,
The place where I met you first was crying,
My eyes were wet but my heart was drying,
, Heart BrokenVotes: 21
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AM
She never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
Tags: Self Harm
, Self Hate
, AloneVotes: 15
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AM
Sadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
, EmptinessVotes: 13
16 Apr, 2015 04:27 PM
I'm locked in a room,
With my past it's key,
I cannot reach to it,
As far as i can see.
The strings of my guitar sing,
As the light enters the window,
I can hear the wind blowing,
Moving the garden gate spindle.
Sunshine is calling me,
To leave behind the past,
, New Life
, Left BehindVotes: 10
13 Dec, 2014 11:07 AM
Wash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless
It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind
The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
, ScarsVotes: 10