28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PM
I hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
, AloneVotes: 3
28 Jan, 2016 09:54 AM
She was laying on her bed alone,
Wondering where she could’ve gone.
The a figure of a man towered over
her lifeless body.
She was about to die because her
Friends who believed so, were no
more interested in visiting her.
None of them was even interested
in calling her and learn of any changes
, CruelVotes: 0
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PM
The problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
, UnlovedVotes: 3
04 May, 2014 02:19 AM
I took my heart,
locked it up,
and threw away the key...
I took the box,
said a prayer,
and tossed it in the sea...
I watched the box,
to the bottom it would go...
Tags: Letting Go
, ScaredVotes: 14
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PM
What is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
, DepressedVotes: 48
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PM
I'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
, SadVotes: 3
24 Oct, 2011 08:41 PM
Save me my savior
No mercy no more
No remorse from them
They smile and tear me apart
You broke that promise
You said you'd save me!
No mercy no more
I scream at the stake
Crying at those smiles
, No Mercy
, MeVotes: 0
12 Jul, 2011 10:54 AM
YOU PROMISE YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE ME,
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME,
ALL THIS TIME I WAS SUFFERING TO THE BONE,
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE PROTECTING ME,
BUT IN THE END I WAS DIEING INSIDE,
I LOVED YOU,
YOU LOVED ME,
YOU THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE O.K,
WE WERE BOTH SO BLINDED,
I CLOSED MY EYES AND SAW NOTHING,
THEN I SAW YOU LOOKING AT MY BODY,
, SCAREDVotes: 1