28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PMI hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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Tags:
Depressed,
Sad,
Scared,
AloneVotes: 318747
28 Jan, 2016 09:54 AMShe was laying on her bed alone,
Wondering where she could’ve gone.
The a figure of a man towered over
her lifeless body.
She was about to die because her
Friends who believed so, were no
more interested in visiting her.
None of them was even interested
in calling her and learn of any changes
on her.
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Tags:
Boyish,
Cheating,
Scared,
Cancer,
Sick,
Debt,
CruelVotes: 016962
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37245340
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4204309
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Tags:
Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 371819
04 May, 2014 02:19 AMI took my heart,
locked it up,
and threw away the key...
I took the box,
said a prayer,
and tossed it in the sea...
I watched the box,
slowly sink,
to the bottom it would go...
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Tags:
Letting Go,
Sacrifice,
ScaredVotes: 1414785
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4871972
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PMI'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
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Tags:
Death,
Hell,
Fear,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Trapped,
Abused,
Broken,
Scared,
Waiting,
Pain,
Lost,
Depressed,
SadVotes: 370853
24 Oct, 2011 08:41 PMSave me my savior
No mercy no more
Sparkling angels
No remorse from them
They smile and tear me apart
You broke that promise
You said you'd save me!
No mercy no more
I scream at the stake
Crying at those smiles
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Tags:
Sad,
Savior,
Hope,
Love,
Pain,
Scared,
No Mercy,
Remorse,
Cry,
Sparkling,
Angels,
Broke,
Save,
MeVotes: 051888
12 Jul, 2011 10:54 AMYOU PROMISE YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE ME,
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME,
ALL THIS TIME I WAS SUFFERING TO THE BONE,
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE PROTECTING ME,
BUT IN THE END I WAS DIEING INSIDE,
I LOVED YOU,
YOU LOVED ME,
YOU THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE O.K,
WE WERE BOTH SO BLINDED,
I CLOSED MY EYES AND SAW NOTHING,
THEN I SAW YOU LOOKING AT MY BODY,
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Tags:
ALiVE,
SCAREDVotes: 112214