27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AM
blades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?
this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages
trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
, NothingVotes: 0
24 Jul, 2017 08:52 PM
I can't cry
I can just try
To forget the pain
To make the rain in my heart fade away.
It's just so fucking hard
When you can't even get mad
At your dumb mistakes
When you couldn't forget her face.
She sounded like a dream
Like a wish that couldn't be real.
, CryVotes: 2
09 Mar, 2016 11:30 PM
Tired, just tired.
My heart was hurt, feeling wired.
My mind says no
My soul goes i dont know.
Fear, i feared.
To lose you, but what should i feel?
Am i wrong for all things not real?
Can you tell me, if im gone, for you is it a big deal?
Love, i just loved.
Feeling like i'm floating in the clouds above
, CryVotes: 2
08 Jun, 2016 08:22 PM
As i wake every morning and look in the mirror.
I slip on my mask to hide all my tears.
The Mask so pretty, the mask of many smiles.
To see through it may take a while.
Some take the time to look a little deeper,
but at the end of the day I'm My Own Reaper.
Days go by as the mask of many Smiles fades.
I have to remind myself I will see better days.
Soon very soon The smiles will stay
because I need to be happy with myself one day.
, TearsVotes: 11
13 Dec, 2014 11:07 AM
Wash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless
It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind
The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
, ScarsVotes: 10
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
07 Feb, 2014 04:40 PM
I don't know how to say this.
There is a good flower, in the mist.
It runs around, and pound for pound,
Is the coolest, there is.
I see it from afar,
I look up at the stars
So far away, this is the day,
the good flower, raised the bar.
The flower is feeling lonely,
It bought a tv from sony,
, CryVotes: 0
31 Jan, 2014 10:06 PM
Whispers sift through the leaves
As I imagine the Autumn again
A season that contains many memories
A season with endless pain
Your whispers hurt my delicate ears
They are like sharp cries and screams
They bring back my childhood fears
And slaughter all my dreams
Your whispers make the leaves dry
Every plant in reach withers and dies
, RainVotes: 0
12 Jun, 2013 08:24 AM
Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time you kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
, BrokenVotes: 4
10 Jun, 2013 08:41 PM
I look at the torn picture
Just trying to let go
Still trying to capture
The hope of long ago
I try to rescue my memory
Put the two halves into one
your birthday was in January
And the picture was taken then
The burnt picture in my hand
is all that i have left
, CryVotes: 4