13 Sep, 2011 08:28 AM
not allowing myself,
The truth is I am weak,
all I do I act tough,
pretend that I am strong.
The truth is I want to cry my heart out,
I want to scream so loud,
but I tell myself 'I must be strong',
, AloneVotes: 40
10 May, 2011 11:44 PM
You can barely read my eyes
Cause in my eyes,
There is always a veil lies....
You can hardly understand my mood,
You don't have any idea
Whether its bad or good ;
You seldom care bout my feelings,
Cause you never go through
these kind of dealings.. ;
, CryVotes: 33
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 27
16 May, 2011 10:41 AM
Oh god , please let me out of this prison,
Living with nothing but only a little optimism.
I am just sick of being sick and not finding any way out,
Just wanna scram in anger and shout out loud.
M just pissed of and its driving me crazy
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately .
I know its like my own brand of drug
and my blood cant stop taking this,
It has to be stopped and must find a way out of this ........
Oh god, please let me out of this prison,
I just can't remain stuck without any reason . :-(
, CryVotes: 17
25 Aug, 2012 08:55 PM
Have u ever feel like you're all alone
even when everyone is around?
Like you wanna walk away
but your legs are stuck on the ground?
When you wanna scream so loud?
But even when you scream you make no sound?
When the sadness become your best friend..
and it feels like the end..
When winter comes with no wind..
And to the wrong road you tend?
, DepressedVotes: 11
28 Aug, 2011 06:59 PM
Rain falls down,
Washes away my soul.
You took my last hope,
You took my drive.
You stomped on what little I had of pride.
The sky cries with me,
On this night.
The sky cries on me,
Light kisses telling me not to die.
A gift from above.
, DeathVotes: 11
26 Jun, 2011 04:26 AM
Tears roll down my face, as I look at you and your girl friend
I see how happy you are together, smiling and laughing
What a wonderful couple you make
I walk to my lonely room, turning on sad music
Picking up a razor
Without you I?m nothing, without you my life is meaningless
So I carve deep into my wrist, feeling every little piercing cut
Screaming from the pain, and bleeding from the veins
I lay back on my bed, watching the blood drain
Knowing you don?t feel any pain nor guilt for what you?ve done to me
Slowly, I pass away, with my last thoughts being of you
I know you will never know how much I love you
And just how much I miss you
, MissingVotes: 11
08 Jun, 2016 08:22 PM
As i wake every morning and look in the mirror.
I slip on my mask to hide all my tears.
The Mask so pretty, the mask of many smiles.
To see through it may take a while.
Some take the time to look a little deeper,
but at the end of the day I'm My Own Reaper.
Days go by as the mask of many Smiles fades.
I have to remind myself I will see better days.
Soon very soon The smiles will stay
because I need to be happy with myself one day.
, TearsVotes: 10
13 Dec, 2014 11:07 AM
Wash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless
It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind
The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
, ScarsVotes: 9
08 Nov, 2014 07:38 AM
I know that it's bound to happen
That when the news is eventually brought to their attention
They'll take a second glance at who they WERE, who they COULD have been
It'll be an awakening moment of what they SHOULD have done
But they never would
Not without what had already happened
It's just the fact of life that we all have to live with
Or is it?
Why isn't empathy more empathized?
, Best Friend
, ConfusionVotes: 7