27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AMblades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?
this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages
trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
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NothingVotes: 14691
28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PMI hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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AloneVotes: 16352
22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AMI don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.
"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.
"What's your favorite ice cream?"
I don't know.
"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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FamilyVotes: 812918
15 Feb, 2015 12:36 PMLove is a rope.
A rope for when you fall down
the deepest, darkest
cracks of life
and it becomes your lifeline
to everything good.
When the person you share that rope with
drops it and
you are left alone,
the golden rope tangles itself into
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SuicideVotes: 1214730
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Sadness,
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RapeVotes: 828690
24 Jan, 2015 02:10 AMWe've been best friends
since the beginning,
But now this is the end
I'm saying good-bye to living.
I'm losing my mind
because of you,
I'm breaking the bind
that bonds us two.
You asked me
and I said yes,
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LostVotes: 312905
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1140823
08 Nov, 2014 07:38 AMI know that it's bound to happen
That when the news is eventually brought to their attention
They'll take a second glance at who they WERE, who they COULD have been
It'll be an awakening moment of what they SHOULD have done
But they never would
Not without what had already happened
It's just the fact of life that we all have to live with
Regret
Or is it?
Why isn't empathy more empathized?
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ConfusionVotes: 8141357
24 Mar, 2014 01:17 PMHave you ever tried to cry
But there's no tears left to shed
Have you ever seen the face of misery
Or looked into the eyes of dread
Have you ever gripped the pain
Cause it's all that's left to hold
Have you ever tried so hard to love
But found, your heart was just too cold
Have you ever just had to accept,
Your agony has no end
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Hurt,
Night,
DepressedVotes: 77718
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 328980