27 Mar, 2018 08:19 AMblades are thrown
shots are fired
but no matter what i do
why do i always feel tired?
this is so sick
the madness, the grief, the sudden changes
i just want to live my life
without all the cages
trapped here, trapped there
there's no escape
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Dead,
Mad,
Depressed,
Cry,
NothingVotes: 014860
28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PMI hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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Depressed,
Sad,
Scared,
AloneVotes: 319781
22 Dec, 2016 02:07 AMI don't know.
That simple sentence brings up so many bad memories; recent and old.
A sentence i've said so many times.
"What do you wanna eat?"
I don't know.
"What's your favorite ice cream?"
I don't know.
"Why are you sad?"
I don't know.
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Tags:
Sad,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
Depressed,
Depression,
Death,
FamilyVotes: 1038992
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Tags:
Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 870827
24 Jan, 2015 02:10 AMWe've been best friends
since the beginning,
But now this is the end
I'm saying good-bye to living.
I'm losing my mind
because of you,
I'm breaking the bind
that bonds us two.
You asked me
and I said yes,
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Tags:
Depression,
Depressed,
Death,
Goodbye,
LostVotes: 324824
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1392025
24 Mar, 2014 01:17 PMHave you ever tried to cry
But there's no tears left to shed
Have you ever seen the face of misery
Or looked into the eyes of dread
Have you ever gripped the pain
Cause it's all that's left to hold
Have you ever tried so hard to love
But found, your heart was just too cold
Have you ever just had to accept,
Your agony has no end
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Tags:
Hurt,
Night,
DepressedVotes: 713967
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 376005
02 Feb, 2014 07:11 AMcame into your lives a lost and lonely child,
Full of anger and resentment,
Overwhelmed with fear and confusion.
Yet you took me into your home, your lives, and your hearts.
From the very beginning you tried to make me feel welcome and wanted.
Though I fought you each step of the way you never gave up on me.
Instead you patiently and lovingly took me under your wings,
protecting, guiding and shaping me.
Showing me love and understanding.
Giving freely and openly the praise and affection I so desperately needed.
All the while expecting nothing in return.
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Tags:
Feelings,
Giving Up,
DepressedVotes: 313802
02 Feb, 2014 07:14 AMA heart that’s broken
Split in two
A scared child trembling
Not sure what to do
A heart that longs to be mended
Healed Again
To be cared by somebody
To heal the pain
A heart that belongs to a child
That is confused and hurt
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Tags:
Depressed,
Hurt,
Heartbroken,
HopeVotes: 820900