10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 9
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PM
the skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
, Sad Love
, Broken Heart
, SilencVotes: 3
21 Feb, 2016 11:34 PM
We broke up and it's all i ever wanted
To ran from you coz i know we were not fated
Destined to be hurt, my soul was melted
Creating fantasies on my mind that all related.
I left but i dont know why
But if i stay i feel like i would die
I risk what we have, i just gave it up
Just wanted to be free, do what i want and flee.
Forgive me not, but i'm sorry
Hope you'll be fine but can't stop to worry.
, PastVotes: 6
19 Feb, 2016 09:06 PM
I wanted Alice.
I wanted her from the first
moment I set my eyes on her.
I wanted her so bad I could
Wasting no time,
I walked over to her with
my hand extended,
all the while
presenting her with
, SilenceVotes: 5
04 Mar, 2015 12:43 AM
I'm sorry I'm not a perfect daughter
I'm sorry all my mind does is slaughter
I'm sorry I never listened to the hopes you gave
I'm sorry I was never that brave
You needed better than me
I just needed someone to see
My life has fallen away from my grip
All I can do now is kiss his lips
I'm sorry I never tried
I'm sorry I only cried
, SufferingVotes: -1
02 Feb, 2015 07:02 AM
It hit me like a raging tide
That feeling when the air is knocked out of your chest
When you are engulfed in water and try to breathe
A numbing feeling after the initial shock
This feeling of someone reaching into my chest and plucking out a piece of me
I was left with a empty gap
I try to fill it
It's all a blur
I get sudden reminders
My first love
, PainVotes: 0
29 Jan, 2015 05:14 PM
Wounds may come and go,
Pain is what we feel when we undergo,
They heal with time leaving scars,
They won’t explain,
The scars won’t explain the pain,
The pain of losing you.
When you met me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I feel it was "never"
I cried a lot because it pained a lot,
My heart was filled with fears,
Face drenched with tears.
, PainfulVotes: 2
08 Nov, 2014 07:38 AM
I know that it's bound to happen
That when the news is eventually brought to their attention
They'll take a second glance at who they WERE, who they COULD have been
It'll be an awakening moment of what they SHOULD have done
But they never would
Not without what had already happened
It's just the fact of life that we all have to live with
Or is it?
Why isn't empathy more empathized?
, Best Friend
, ConfusionVotes: 5
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 19
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 3