15 Feb, 2017 12:17 AMLife is full of unexpected things,
Luckily, you can be friends with your enemies;
Unfortunately, your friends turn to be your enemies.
See, life is full of surprises.
Funny it may seems, and at the same time,
It will hurt you truly.
I've been hurt so many times in my life
That made me trusts less,
And doubt more with the people surrounding me.
If I could only turn back time
To where I was once knew how to trust whole-heartedly.
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Trust,
Doubt,
Sorrow,
Anguish,
Betrayal,
Misery,
Solitary Life,
Pain,
TearsVotes: 433291
09 Apr, 2016 04:44 AMAre you the one?...who is dear to me
Are you the one?...Who is there for me
Is this a silent melody of all those glances that speak words
Is it a joy that spreads with closeness and even distances
Is this a wonderful joy?
Like a cloud, you drifted towards me and intensified my thirst
Hiding the water in your heart...you disappeared like a spark
Are they filled with your dreams...or tears?
Stinging me like a honey bee...you caused me sweet pain
like a strand of thread concealed in the tangled bunch of flowers,
you are hidden in my heart
Is it me?? Or you?
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Missing,
MiseryVotes: 18602
28 Jan, 2015 09:03 PMHer name was Abby, she was only 5
This is what happened, when she was alive
Her dad was a drunk, her mum was an addict
They kept her locked up in an attic
Her only friend was a little toy bear
It was old, worn out and had patches of hair
She always tales to it, when no ones around
She lays there and hugs it not a peep of sound
Until her parents unlock the door
Some more and more pain she'll have to encore
A bruise on her leg, a scar on her face
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Hopeless,
Death,
Hurt,
Pain,
MiseryVotes: 021860
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37243145
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4202455
18 May, 2013 09:00 PMGrief
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m surrounded
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
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Grief,
Unhapiness,
Misery,
Bleed,
Tired,
Cry,
Weep,
Blade,
Light,
DarknesVotes: 458763
24 Mar, 2013 06:51 PMLost,
Alone,
Forgotten,
Outcast...
A life where no one even knows you exist,
where everything you've ever known was a lie.
A life where you question whether or not the world you are living in is real, or a figment of your imagination,
where nothing seems familiar,
and you forget where you are,
and you don't know how to get back home.
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Loneliness,
Depression,
Despair,
Misery,
Unloved,
Forgotten,
Alone,
Lost,
Emptiness,
SadnessVotes: 639151
11 Mar, 2013 07:33 PMYour touch lingers
On the hollow base of my throat
The finger marks
Fading into my neck to become
A part of me.
Your hands
Roughness upon my smooth skin
That you tainted with bruises
And kissed with your unfair and
All too forceful lips.
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Depression,
Thoughts,
Memories,
Misery,
Loneliness,
Broken,
Bleed,
Cutting,
Cry,
AbuseVotes: 234143
16 Jan, 2013 05:35 AMThe most fatal mistake I ever made
Was to put my trust in you.
Keeping aside the pain you gave me
I tried to run away.
All these lies you made up
They all seemed so real.
My wounded heart ached
It seemed hard to stay alive.
I let these delusions
Control my mind.
I looked into the mirror,
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Mistake,
Misery,
Heartache,
Sad,
Broken,
PainVotes: 127805
28 Sep, 2012 01:54 PMIf today I die my love
Don’t plant tears on my grave
Be strong and be brave
And set me free as a dove.
The things I love, keep them free
As roses on summer breathe
And posies on winter wreathe
Like the deepest part of me.
Don’t write poems or songs for me,
Memories always unfold
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Pain,
Death,
Sad,
Misery,
Missing,
Memories,
Love,
SeparatedVotes: 151155