04 Nov, 2016 01:38 AM
His name was Mars
Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Tags: Sad Poem
, DifferentVotes: 1
13 Oct, 2016 10:50 AM
Kill me now, gently
And lay me beside
The voices in my head
To whom I'll confide.
I've had of my share in this life
Of nonsensically twirling around;
So bury me quick and bury me now
6 feet deep into the ground.
Wrap me in a shroud
Of my hallucinations,
, Mental Illness
, HallucinationsVotes: 3
04 Oct, 2016 02:15 PM
I see now
These four walls
Were not to be used to contain the human body
But to contain the spirit and soul
They are used to reverse our backwards and one way thinking
Used to help us find our faith
And help us seek out the the help we need
As I lay here naked
Trapped not only within these four walls
But within the ovaloid shaped walls of my own skull
Trapped with just my thoughts
I realize now I was in a narcosis state
, IsolationVotes: 1
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PM
I feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
To another place
, DarknessVotes: 1
04 Oct, 2016 01:07 PM
I still remember the contours of her face
All her freckles and scars
I see her face when I close my eyes
I gave you all my love
I gave you all of me
I opened my soul to you
Where are you now
How many times did you lie to me
Did you really love me or was it all just a fantasy
Was I in a comatose state stuck in my own body
creating my own reality
I still feel your touch
Tags: Sad Love
, MemoriesVotes: 2
04 Oct, 2016 12:57 PM
Don't lie to my face
Don't spit out words that are plastic and fake
Like the way you moan in the bedroom
you lie awake at night
And think about your future
Tell me what your thinking
Tell me that the flame is gone
Gone forever and it can’t ever be re-lit
I had everything but I still found the bad in the good
Unnecessary pain and bleeding
Now I know the truth
After drowning in all the lies
Tags: Sad Love
, HeartbrokenVotes: 2
21 Aug, 2016 04:33 PM
My mom says "just be happy! i had it worse than you"
My sister says "you don't have depression! stop lying!"
My niece says "i've never seen you cry, how can you have depression if you don't cry all the time?!"
My response is always "I don't know!" or "That's not how depression works!"
People tell me "You're gaining weight... "
People tell me "You're stupid"
People tell me "Wow your life is easy!"
I tell myself "I DON'T HAVE DEPRESSION!"
I tell myself "I'M FINE! STOP LYING TO YOURSELF!"
I tell myself "EVERYONE HATES YOU! YOU'RE THE REASON DAD LEFT!"
Tags: DepressionVotes: 0
21 Aug, 2016 04:13 PM
A crackling fireplace
A burning picture, blissfull, free fire
Fire roaming my soroundings
Burning painfull memories, so bittersweet
A father, a bad father
A mother, a sad mother
A young daughter, a guilty young daughter
Darkness, choking, choking darkness
Tears, so many tears, so many sad faces too
A school, a school who hated her
Bullies, bullies who thought she was fat, ugly an idiot
, HurtVotes: 0
27 Jul, 2016 12:30 AM
Why do i feel misunderstood
when everyone says they "understand"?.
Why do i feel like i'm alone
when they say "we're here for you"?
why do i question my life and choices
when it's so clear to me that it's all in the past?.
I can't see my future
yet i know it's not a good one.
"I want help" is a sentence i have never said directly.
Yet it seems everyone know
no it dosen't "seem" like that, they know.
, DepressionVotes: 3
17 Jul, 2016 08:49 PM
Gone, the best time of my life
the loss I have, I now visualize
it is gone now, and so are you
at heavens gate, you now pass through
You thought you'd leave none behind
but at the the time, you were so blind
reckless, sad and so wrong
but still, you're gone
We could have cured your depression
just by one simple question
, DepressionVotes: 1