14 Sep, 2017 07:40 AMThis spider itself, trapped in their own nets,
Want to avoid its own poison,
Like its own anxiety, on his own self,
Wants to rape day and night,
Innocent this eye, into its own dismay,
Want to paint the picture with its darker thoughts,
Only God knows this life is mine,
Why to the hands of death, wants to sell itself,
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Broken Heart,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 118220
01 Jun, 2017 04:35 PMthe numbness was overwhelming
her lips were soft and flooded mine with laughter
her smile her eyes
she was everything that i was after
long talks and late nights
fought for what i saw in the lights
the beauty and her eagerness
that only wanted to destroy me
now im left with blood stains and teardrops
with memories of that day
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Death,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 233861
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AMShe never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Cutting,
Self Hate,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Suicide,
AloneVotes: 1527810
19 Nov, 2016 05:57 PMI said I'm fine
-I really meant i'm not fine, please help me.-
I said I'm just tired
-I meant I can't take this anymore.-
I said I already ate
-I meant I am starving-
I said go away
-I meant show me you care enough to stay-
I said I'm just cold
-I meant I didn't want you seeing the scars-
I said I was better
-I meant I have never been this bad-
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Tags:
Scars,
Self HarmVotes: 18984
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 026618
10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 428426
18 Aug, 2015 07:08 AMShe was going away from me,
i was fading away like breath,
it was a total break of heart,
i was holding every single piece of it,
i even cant hold her hand,
i even cant say her name,
i even cant look her into eyes,
i was falling from the multiple skies,
just wanna say good bye to you,
my eyes are dying to see you too,
you never broke up with me anyways,
we left each other while we still holding our hands!!
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Breakup,
Broken Heart,
Sad Love,
Painful,
Heartbreak,
Lifeless,
Hopeless,
Lonely,
Confused,
Self HarmVotes: -1542777
23 Dec, 2014 07:57 AMAll alone they sit,
Waiting for the day,
When finally someone will come along,
And never walk away.
They cry themselves to sleep,
As they think about the pain,
Their hearts are now silent,
They think there's nothing left to gain.
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
That they all just want to forget,
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Tags:
Depression,
True,
Self Harm,
Blade,
Blood,
TrappedVotes: 217873
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37249885
06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1020732