27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37216335
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AMShe never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
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Self Harm,
Cutting,
Self Hate,
Depression,
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Suicide,
AloneVotes: 1523588
06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1018195
06 Oct, 2014 01:53 AMImagine yourself
Alone in your head
You're hanging, dangling
From a silver thread
Empty, alone
With the monsters within
Internally screaming
You just want to give in
Now imagine that's you
Every day, every hour
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Self Harm,
Sad,
Empty,
PainVotes: 716832
30 May, 2014 12:19 AMYou see me doing this,
And you want to meet
The people who are
Doing this to me.
It’s not their fault!
I swear this is true!
Yet no one cares
Except for you.
You clearly don’t see
That I’m trying to hide
My insecurities
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Tags:
Cutting,
Anorexia,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
SuicideVotes: 517585
10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 423559
01 Oct, 2014 11:53 PMThere was a boy, I loved him so,
but then he had to let me go.
He took another upon his knees,
and whispered her things he never told me.
Late at night, the moon shone bright,
my parents came home searched for me both left and right.
On my own, on my bed,
cried and shouted; my feelings for life were never said.
I glanced at myself for one last time,
how could he commit such a crime.
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Self Harm,
Love,
Lost,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 420228
24 Sep, 2014 02:29 AMI scream so loud but no one hears
Being alone is one of my biggest fears
Someone please notice my cry for help
I'm tired of fighting this on my own
Every time I look down I see the scars
The only thing that makes me, me
I'm tired of fighting this everyday
When will it finally be my turn to be saved
I fear that by the time you notice it will be too late
But if that's the case
So be it my fate
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Tags:
Sadness,
Self HarmVotes: 39939
01 Jun, 2017 04:35 PMthe numbness was overwhelming
her lips were soft and flooded mine with laughter
her smile her eyes
she was everything that i was after
long talks and late nights
fought for what i saw in the lights
the beauty and her eagerness
that only wanted to destroy me
now im left with blood stains and teardrops
with memories of that day
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Death,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 226535
23 Dec, 2014 07:57 AMAll alone they sit,
Waiting for the day,
When finally someone will come along,
And never walk away.
They cry themselves to sleep,
As they think about the pain,
Their hearts are now silent,
They think there's nothing left to gain.
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
That they all just want to forget,
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Tags:
Depression,
True,
Self Harm,
Blade,
Blood,
TrappedVotes: 215578