15 May, 2018 04:20 PM
"Remember that to heaven I went"
I have survived in 13 years,
But living has become one of my biggest fears.
Keep fighting although I'm dead,
Please just get me out of your head.
Death will be my biggest accomplishment,
And remember that to heaven I went.
"Controll your life"
, LifeVotes: 0
01 Nov, 2017 01:29 AM
Laying in my bed
Just lost in my head
Staring at these walls
And wishing I was dead
I feel so stressed
And I feel so depressed
I wish I could remember
When I last got some rest
, Sad Poems
, AloneVotes: 13
01 Nov, 2017 01:27 AM
Oh my god
I wanna fucking die
I'm lost in the sky
Why do I even try
Yeah I get drunk
And yeah I get high
Every time you see me
I’ve got bloodshot eyes
, Sad Poems
, SuicideVotes: 7
03 Aug, 2017 06:24 PM
I wish I could talk to you,
and beg you not to go.
I wish I asked what you were going through,
but now I'll never know
I wish that I had some warning of what you'd do that night,
and that you'd given me a chance to save you,
to help you make things right.
I wish that you could've soldiered on,
and worked through the pain.
If you had, I promise you
, SuicideVotes: 2
19 Jul, 2017 11:19 PM
The heart is beating but slowing down
The heart is dying losing its crown
Losing it’s meaning as it slowly decays
We were all waiting for this fateful day
The life of the heart slipping like sand
As it says goodbye to it’s lifelong band
The organs it’s worked with for much of it’s life
Are being destroyed by somebodies knife
The heart is now drumming it’s final beats
As the lungs are now wailing the tune of defeat
The sadness and pain is starting to show
, SuicideVotes: 7
19 Jul, 2017 11:13 PM
Why do you still haunt me?
You’re a selfish jerk
I just long to be free
Yet forever you will lurk
You just want attention
Like a little child
I know your intention
And I want you exiled
, SuicideVotes: 3
04 Jun, 2017 06:29 PM
I get up in the morning and I do normal things,
I brush my hair in my room as my sister sings.
We walk to school together side by side,
But even though we're talking other things are on my mind.
We get to school and I plaster on a smile,
I talk to my friends and laugh for a while.
I walk to tutor with no smile on my face,
Cuz the anxiety inside is just eating away.
I feel like they're all staring cuz I'm ugly and fat,
But I'm being paranoid no one's doing that.
I go into tutor and smile again,
, DepressionVotes: 8
01 Jun, 2017 04:43 PM
she dug the blade into her skin
lost was all but the love within
the passion between two lovers so dear
would soon be nothing but hidden by fear
to this day the blood still stains
pouring down like velvet rains
take an angel away
and leave the sinner who swore he'd stay
so gone is as gone does
i love that girl for who she was
, DarkVotes: 3
01 Jun, 2017 04:35 PM
the numbness was overwhelming
her lips were soft and flooded mine with laughter
her smile her eyes
she was everything that i was after
long talks and late nights
fought for what i saw in the lights
the beauty and her eagerness
that only wanted to destroy me
now im left with blood stains and teardrops
with memories of that day
, Self Harm
, LoveVotes: 1
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AM
She never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
Tags: Self Harm
, Self Hate
, AloneVotes: 8