27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37258766
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1392240
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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07 Jul, 2012 06:13 PMThey ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.
I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.
A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
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SadVotes: 660540
14 Nov, 2012 04:09 PMEverything you gave, still have no chance,
You thought that it was forever, just for last dance;
You gave all your love for him/her, still nothing,
Giving him/her all that you loosing.
Step by step, you can't even take one more step,
Closer as you get the more you hurt every step;
Nothing ever gonna change for what you said,
My heart crashed into pieces you are only my aid.
You want it back,
All the memories, sweet, you really want it back;
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11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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06 Oct, 2012 03:20 PMI loved you my sweetheart, my heart my soul
I love you forever wherever you go.
I think of you everyday
wishing for you
wishing for you to stay
wishes come true
then I see the lies
I see you there
my heart, it cries
while I just stare
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10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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30 Oct, 2012 01:53 AMThere was that memory,
where you and I had our glory.
You hold my hand and I hold yours,
I thought we would last for years.
I wanted to tell you,
Your meant to be my soul.
Baby, close your eyes,
I love you, I tell no lies.
But what can I do when there's no more us,
Baby that's true, oh yes..
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