05 Dec, 2015 04:18 AM
I can't explain this darkness in me
I can't explain the hate that dwells in me
I cam't explain this pain, agonizing ache
That consumes all of me
I can't explain this demon that resides in me, I can't explain the Mon-Sun in stages
I can't explain my sleepless nights and my madness created by the monsters in my mind that torment me with their screaming thoughts created from a painful past that left me dead inside, my pathetic tormented
Soul that screams for peace, freedom
To draw my last breath and be seen
To watch me spread my wings
And see me happy that I'm finally free.
, DieVotes: 7
03 Dec, 2015 09:30 PM
When the sun goes down, will you remember me?
As the moonlight leaking through sets me free?
Will you cry away, or attempt to be brave?
Knowing I lie at rest, in some distant grave.
Will you seek my presence, in dreams beyond?
If I whisper your name, will you respond?
Will you hear my cries, or desperate calls?
Through the loneliness trapped inside my walls.
Can you feel the dawn, slowly creeping in?
As death steals away the last pieces within?
, DepreVotes: 8
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
07 Feb, 2014 03:39 PM
You think you're so funny,
talking behind my back.
Don't think I know,
I can hear all that jack?!
Do you think I care,
What you think of me.
Actually I do,
But I don't want to be.
You make me sick,
I want to die.
, DeathVotes: 2
18 May, 2013 08:52 PM
This darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
, MiserableVotes: 7
18 May, 2013 09:00 PM
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
, DarknesVotes: 4
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PM
Oh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
, BetrayalVotes: 4
24 Oct, 2011 08:46 PM
Haunted by your voice,
I wish you were here once, again.
Oh, how I would rejoice,
But I can't even see you, my friend.
Haunted by your touch,
Oh, how you made me feel.
I miss you so much,
Everything seems so unreal.
Haunted by the sight of you,
You unleashed my tears.
, GoneVotes: 2