21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AM
She sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
, DarknessVotes: 10
12 Jul, 2017 05:02 PM
You never got to truly know me
We wasted time on useless fights
It was about who is stronger
It was about who is right
And now we're left with bleeding hearts
There is no winning, only loss
No one is right, no one is stronger
And all our happiness is lost
We fought because we love each other
We drove ourselves into the dark
, RelationshipVotes: 23
22 Nov, 2016 09:09 PM
You know you're broken when
Laughter sounds like tears.
And you have so many dark fears.
When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.
And Your world is surrounded by lies.
When you have no need for life.
You stare and wonder at your knife.
You know you're broken when
You can't do anything right.
In your soul, there's no longer light.
When you can't be happy anymore.
, DarknessVotes: 30
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PM
I feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
To another place
, DarknessVotes: 3
05 Dec, 2015 04:58 AM
Another night closes in
Darkness descends down
Drowning me once again
In my deep depths
Of dark despair
Breaking my spirit
Leaving me shattered
Consumed with pain
I'm completely broken
, DepressionVotes: 10
05 Dec, 2015 04:40 AM
Let me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me
All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left
Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
, DepressionVotes: 9
05 Dec, 2015 04:18 AM
I can't explain this darkness in me
I can't explain the hate that dwells in me
I cam't explain this pain, agonizing ache
That consumes all of me
I can't explain this demon that resides in me, I can't explain the Mon-Sun in stages
I can't explain my sleepless nights and my madness created by the monsters in my mind that torment me with their screaming thoughts created from a painful past that left me dead inside, my pathetic tormented
Soul that screams for peace, freedom
To draw my last breath and be seen
To watch me spread my wings
And see me happy that I'm finally free.
, DieVotes: 7
12 Jan, 2015 01:12 AM
From childhood's hour, I have not been
No, not the same as them, I had not seen
I could not yield
My passions to the common field
My heart would not beat
To the sounds of their feet
Everything I loved,
I loved alone.
And I realized the existence of my pain
I was not loved and my life was but in vain
, PassionVotes: 4
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4