27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37219085
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4182522
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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DepressedVotes: 4867008
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 362090
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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MiserableVotes: 758099
18 May, 2013 09:00 PMGrief
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m surrounded
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
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DarknesVotes: 453236
28 Jun, 2012 01:28 PMI look around me to find anybody for help
but there is no one present
as far my eyes can see I see I am all alone
only my hands is there to remove my tears when I cry
only my arms is there to hug me when I feel down
I am waiting for end of me but I know end is so far
even I am so weak after taking some steps
my knees is too weak but I know there is no one
who give my knees a help for walk
heart is beating like its not broke
my body holding my blood in side it
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LostVotes: 246885
19 May, 2013 01:45 PMTears of sorrow falling from my eyes
A black waterfall, of love and lies
A fake perfection
An eternal addiction
Loving an illusion
Living in delusion.
Tears of sorrow falling to the ground
Weeping, crying, in a silent sound
A task of flesh and bones
A mask of blood and stones
A lake of poisonous rain
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SorrowVotes: 341358
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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SadnessVotes: 340939
01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PMI wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;
I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;
I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
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HurtVotes: 1339260