31 Oct, 2012 02:08 PMI'm so numb now,
I can't feel a thing.
I'm so lost now,
I fear not a thing.
This darkness has consumed me,
There's no place to hide.
I've lost all ambition,
I've given up the fight.
The devil has won now.
I'm no longer scared.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Pain,
Unloved,
Depression,
Suicide,
LostVotes: 446161
26 Jul, 2013 12:11 AMShe sees the loop in the rope,
It's the perfect size for her neck
Ooh, pretty, pretty Barbie dolls
She talks to her friends,
they all surround her
Telling her to go for it, go for it
She's worthless and foolish;
she doesn't deserve to live
Nodding, she agrees.
But someone comes in,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Schizophrenia,
Love,
Death,
Broken,
Brother,
Family,
SadVotes: 744957
25 Aug, 2012 10:01 PMyou know that I'm broken
you know that I'm hurting
so why
won't you hold my hand
and whisper it's gonna be alright
and right next to me stand
can't you be here by my side ?
or you don't want me no more
from my shadows you hide
and I'm here alone
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Tags:
Broken,
Love,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Depressed,
Alone,
SadVotes: 444644
01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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Tags:
Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Cry,
Hurt,
Pain,
Sadness,
DarkVotes: 742665
25 Jul, 2013 01:00 PMHere I am, hating my self again.
Sorrow my coffin, I lay within.
Oh how I wish for a smile.
One I may haven't see in awhile.
Give me a place to refind.
The hope I lost in my mind.
A Place without agony or despair.
Is it even possible for life to be fair?
Am I just as useless as in my head?
I'm living a shell, inside I am dead.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Monster,
Memories,
Broken,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 342620
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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Tags:
Lost,
Despair,
Life,
Depressed,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Darkness,
SadnessVotes: 341094
27 Oct, 2012 05:14 AMI just want to cry
I just want to scream
The love we once shared
Was only a dream
You were so perfect
And I was so not
But you just held me close
So I completely forgot
But everything beautiful
Comes to an end
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Tags:
Suicide,
Suffering,
Loss,
Heartbreak,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 440973
20 Feb, 2012 09:41 AMDrifting on the edge of Death,
Hearing people sigh.
I can't go with Death
Because I can't say "Goodbye".
Falling deeper into a depression,
All I want to do is cry.
I feel hopeless but I need to stop the fall,
I don't want to say "Goodbye".
My Demons reach out to me,
Feeding on the lie,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Death,
Depression,
Sad,
Suicide,
PainVotes: 540799
08 Feb, 2012 04:57 PMI cry,
and it hurts,
like acid streaming down my face,
tattooing the trails,
as they flow down my cheeks,
and drip from my chin.
The knife stings,
as i slice deep into my arm,
I smile,
and the blood runs warm,
then I go numb.
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Tags:
Cutting,
Suicide,
Sad,
Hurt,
Death,
SadnessVotes: 640442
19 Jun, 2011 07:21 PMI'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
This past life haunts me,
Every minute
All I do is pain for this,
Crying here,
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my tears
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Tags:
Pain,
Longing,
Suicide,
Blood,
Death,
Blind,
Tears,
Love,
LossVotes: 539948