19 Sep, 2018 09:55 PMMy feelings for you I don’t understand.
But they seem to get stronger when I see you in band.
I cry almost every time that I see.
That you seem to be better away from me.
This heartbreak is like no other.
I just wish I could tell my mother.
You pushed me away.
But I wanted to stay.
In my heart you belong.
But I feel you are better with me gone.
I’m invisible to you.
Don’t say that it’s not true.
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Tags:
Band,
Crying,
HeartbreakVotes: 012721
19 Sep, 2018 09:54 PMI see you smile with her.
I thought you were mine, but I guess I was wrong.
Now I always cry when I hear our song.
I thought you were happy, but I only saw your mask.
Thought I saw your face, but now all I see is your back.
I thought you were just scared.
But now I see you never cared.
Turned your back and left me in the dust.
Now all I can do is make a fuss.
Walk right past me during school.
Now I feel like I’m a fool.
Never really there for me.
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Tags:
Crying,
Lies,
InvisibleVotes: 314238
19 Sep, 2018 09:53 PMIt turns out you were just a lie.
Now all I seem to do is cry.
Knowing you were like the rest.
And only see me as a pest.
Yet still I walked into your trap.
Not ever wanting to go back.
Wishing that you could just see.
All the pain you’re causing me.
You used me then threw me away.
Now I’m a toy that just got played.
Told I need a reality check.
Cause you will never like me back.
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Tags:
Lie,
Fake,
Pain,
Crush,
CryingVotes: 319094
26 Jul, 2016 05:10 PMthe tears will never stop falling.
visible or not.
but losing someone.
that you loved deeply.
the death you feel.
the pain you gain from the love you lost.
and the sharpness against your skin.
the red streams that flows continuously.
when you ease my pain.
all guilt flies away.
when the new love remains.
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Tags:
Pain,
Loss,
Love,
Cutting,
CryingVotes: 426866
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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Tags:
Alone,
Broken,
Crying,
Depression,
Emptiness,
Feelings,
Heartbroken,
Hopelessness,
Loneliness,
Missing,
PainVotes: 2277781
06 Apr, 2016 03:48 PMFoolish children is what i say,
reckless love's made me rue every day,
fuck you,
no one has a clue,
live my life and you'll kill yourself to,
you'll have to get to know me,
maybe it will get better one day,
but im not exist in a world so gray,
im dead anyway,
why must these thoughts ring true,
why cant i be you,
i have nothing while you have something,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Loss,
Crying,
Tears,
Peace,
Greif,
LoveVotes: 236649
12 Feb, 2016 12:26 AMDon't talk
Don't breathe
Don't think of me
Tears down your face
Choking on blood
Smiles in the dark
You fall with a thud....
Your visions turns blurry....
It all happened so fast....
The thing you thought of last....
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Tags:
Selfharm,
Crying,
DeathVotes: 413589
09 Mar, 2014 04:53 AMI want to cry, but am laughing instead
Cause my heart cries, but my face conceals it
I want to wail, but instead I gag in silence
Cause my heart screams, but my gut chokes it
I hurt deep, but am all smiles
Cause as my heart bleeds, but the mind blots it out
I want to go, but I can’t
My heart won’t let me.
I want to cry and am crying for sure
Cause my heart cries and the tears sting my eyes
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Tags:
Crying,
Weeping,
DespairVotes: 814051
25 Apr, 2014 12:47 PMYou walk away as I cry,
you turn your back on my tears.
To imagine you capable of such things,
A monstrous idea indeed.
I trusted you as you broke me.
I was there when you needed,
But when I needed, where were you?
Pretending to be someone you aren't,
To impress your "friends."
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Tags:
Keeping Secrets,
CryingVotes: 110234