14 Sep, 2017 09:23 AM
I unraveled my dusty luggage of words today,
Humming a melody to blow pain away,
Cautiously, not letting my words become trite,
To dispel the darkness, I let in the light!
Preventing my thoughts from straying into paths malign,
All the while pursuing some kind of a positive sign,
With light, out went darkness and pain followed suit,
Somewhere perhaps, my efforts had borne fruit.
Tags: Darkness My Friend
, Courage Conceded
, Pain Of Darkness
, HopelessnessVotes: 1
28 Dec, 2016 10:35 PM
As i am singing iloveyou goodbye
They are saying their vows and lullabies
They're so happy as i standby
At the corner hiding, so no one can see me cry.
Let me love you from behind
Let me remember the love i cant rewind
With my love for you i'm willing to be blind
Although im tearing apart this heart so kind.
There are plenty of ways to die
But baby loving you kills me and keeps me alive
, HopelessnessVotes: 0
10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 20
26 Nov, 2015 03:04 AM
People say the worst part is waiting
Knowing you can do nothing
People are wrong
The worst part is when you do find out
When you hear but don't believe
When you can't believe
When you loose hope
The worst part is feeling like your heart stopped
Like you died too
, Finding Out
, HopelessnessVotes: 16
21 Nov, 2014 08:21 PM
I sit here feeling the cold surrounding me
Surrounding my body as I pour dry
Abandoned by all yet all say they would always be there
I text you
I call you
Anything for your attention
You’ve left me along to fight through the dark
To shed the light
But truth be told you were my only light...
Now I am alone and cold
Afraid of what I will see once there is light upon me
, HopelessnessVotes: 2
08 Nov, 2014 07:38 AM
I know that it's bound to happen
That when the news is eventually brought to their attention
They'll take a second glance at who they WERE, who they COULD have been
It'll be an awakening moment of what they SHOULD have done
But they never would
Not without what had already happened
It's just the fact of life that we all have to live with
Or is it?
Why isn't empathy more empathized?
, Best Friend
, ConfusionVotes: 10
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
01 Jun, 2013 12:48 PM
A scarlet flower on her wrist,
Her vision starts to cloud with mist,
She's slipping down the cold, wet floor,
No strength to hold her up no more;
She smiles even through the pain,
The shower turned on, dripping like rain,
Nothing left to keep her sane,
Her blood spreading as a scarlet stain;
She dimly hears her favorite song,
The desire to live not anymore so strong,
, HopelessnessVotes: 11
14 Jun, 2011 01:42 AM
i need to know whats on her mind
still i failed to say..
i need to know what makes her smile
what makes her want to stay!
and all her dreams i need to see
so i can insert something about me..
i need to know her favorite star
cause I'd wish upon it with all my heart
wishing someday i could be there
Tags: HopelessnessVotes: 1
04 Apr, 2011 07:58 PM
Show me the way where the sun never burns
Show me the way where the sky is the earth
Show me the place where the stars shine forever
Show me the time when my heart turns to gold...
Show me the valley where rainbows live and play
Show me the mountains where angels used to pray
Show me the altar of my life's blissful moments
Show me the arms of my first smile...
Show me the heart where hope never withers
Show me the soul where prayers are the rain
, PastVotes: 3