19 Sep, 2018 09:56 PM
Across the hall I see your smile.
We haven’t spoken in a while.
Dug a hole and pushed me in.
Your heart I will never win.
Wish I never fell for you.
Your love for me was never true.
Lied to me right through your teeth.
My heart’s no longer in one piece.
Brought me up then knocked me down.
Then left the crime scene without a sound.
Yanked my heart right out of my chest.
Then laughed at me like all the rest.
, LoveVotes: 0
19 Sep, 2018 09:53 PM
It turns out you were just a lie.
Now all I seem to do is cry.
Knowing you were like the rest.
And only see me as a pest.
Yet still I walked into your trap.
Not ever wanting to go back.
Wishing that you could just see.
All the pain you’re causing me.
You used me then threw me away.
Now I’m a toy that just got played.
Told I need a reality check.
Cause you will never like me back.
, CryingVotes: 1
01 Jun, 2018 12:03 PM
Walking down the path of love, I’ve experienced many feelings.
Feelings like a heart beat skipping when I saw a simple twinkle in your eyes.
Every time I was with you, I could hear bells ring.
It was great, I enjoyed every moment with you. You said you did too, but it was a lie.
I put in the effort to be the best man for you, I wanted to see you smile.
I gave my heart to you, in hopes you would keep that in mind.
You said you loved me too, those words kept me happy for a while.
You said that you cared about me, that you would love me no matter what, but you lied.
You told me that every time you said “I love you” you meant it more.
You said that if I died, you would weep and cry.
, True StoryVotes: 4
07 May, 2018 03:57 PM
I feel like I am going fucking crazy
Everything is so hazy
Here I am stuck in the past
There is so many vast answers
Everyone I love has cancers
I am all alone
Trying to get in the zone
To rewind myself
To bind myself
So I can put myself together
Cause if I done I will be stuck like this for forever
, PainVotes: 0
21 Mar, 2018 03:27 AM
She sits in her room staring at the wall knowing she could never be anything more than worthless
The thoughts running through her head are on replay and never leave
So she sits facing a choice alone with no help
She sits facing death or life
Hard choice you may say, not to her she has her answer
She has had her mind made up for a while
She sits facing the wall picking up a blade
Small tears escaping her bloodshot eyes
She replays the memories one last time
As she sits there staring at the wall digging the blade into her skin
Deeper and deeper she goes
Blood trickling down her arms forming puddles on her floor
, DarknessVotes: 6
03 Nov, 2017 07:42 AM
Why can't he see
The pain and the hurt
He has caused me.
The harsh words
I hear nearly daily
The harsh words
I sleep with every night
Something wrong in my head he says,
I am told I have issues with trust
It may have been many months ago..
Tags: PainVotes: 2
03 Nov, 2017 07:41 AM
Loathe to close my eyes
Petrified to have them open
Pain is never forgotten
Nightmares of visions I wish to forget
I sit day after day
Reliving it over and over
I reach for alcohol..to much alcohol...
Thinking I want to survive....
Wishing I was stronger
Able to overcome it
Tags: PainVotes: 1
14 Sep, 2017 09:23 AM
I unraveled my dusty luggage of words today,
Humming a melody to blow pain away,
Cautiously, not letting my words become trite,
To dispel the darkness, I let in the light!
Preventing my thoughts from straying into paths malign,
All the while pursuing some kind of a positive sign,
With light, out went darkness and pain followed suit,
Somewhere perhaps, my efforts had borne fruit.
Tags: Darkness My Friend
, Courage Conceded
, Pain Of Darkness
, HopelessnessVotes: 0
01 Aug, 2017 08:10 AM
endless ways of losing control
knocking every door
wait .. still more
will be forever awake
a final step to make
the only chance to take
escaping from dream to dream
a final score to redeem
, LostVotes: 2
01 Aug, 2017 08:08 AM
Why should I listen to my heart
It brings nothing but pain
Why should I fall apart
Everytime is the same
Why should I follow a fake a dream
knowing it will bring nothing but more scream
Why should I follow you
When I can let you go.
Do you feel me ???
, PainVotes: 4