Life, Oh I Give Up

aurora

08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PM
What is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why 
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon

What is this? 
I see no color 
But, I am not blind 
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
 
What is this?
This emptiness I never felt before, or
I did but chose to ignore
And live a life of mere glass that can shatter 
Shatter at the slightest touch 
 
What is this? 
I am breathless
As if someone is following me
Or is it that I want to catch someone
How do people smile so easily?
Live so freely
Will ‘they’ answer me? 
If I ask 
The reason for life to be bestowed upon us

What is this? 
I feel alone, separated, anxious
I am scared 
I want to live
No perhaps I don’t
Yes  
No matter where I search
Whom I ask 
They give no reply

What is this? 
I am eager
I want someone to share my feelings with 
I searched here and there
Tried to open up to many 
But ended up hurt

What is this? 
Ah! I see, perhaps end 
Searching for someone I came across this question
Why is life bestowed upon us?
I am alone 
I want someone
I call out will all my might 
But no one listens
I am tired
I will just live like others 
Yeah

What is this? 
In the end I give up 
That someone I want to share my feelings, myself with 
Is no where
Oh! I give up
I am really afraid 
Scared 
I am as if bond by invisible chains of 
Of what 
Hatred, love, anger?
No perhaps emptiness

What is this?
I am alone
In this darkness days pass 
But no one comes
Please come
Someone
I want to open up 
Share 
I can no longer live alone 
Why 
Why is life in the first place?
I don’t want jealousy to devourer me
Please I am alone 

What is this?
I feel attracted to someone or
Perhaps I am forcing myself to be attracted
Wanting to live on imaginary lies 
Yes
Lies 
All are lies
This life is itself
Having no reason to exist 
Is there an afterlife 
A happy one
Where I can find someone to open up 
If there is I wish to die 
Oh! God forgive me
But I can no longer
Handle these injuries, pain, and suffering 
Not anymore 
I am gradually giving up
On the believe on the very existence of happiness 
But,
Please, if my angel exists let my voice 
My hearts reaches you and find me 
Before I am devoured by this darkness



For,
I give up on this life of mine
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Pameron says:
26 Oct, 2013 09:18 PM

Amazing poem I recognize all of it. It was like reading my own thoughts. It hurts in me just the same

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Pricila says:
06 Dec, 2013 07:57 AM

Such a heartfelt piece..Filled with sadness, longing, hopelessness,and pain. I felt every word of it

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Goutam.Das says:
06 Dec, 2013 08:23 AM

very nice pom

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Marvelous says:
22 Dec, 2013 08:46 PM

Am short of comment. Bt I can't hide it.I love ur poem.

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alice says:
09 Feb, 2014 06:14 PM

thank you for reading my poems. and sorry for the incovineice I kinda forgot my email and password to this site so am gonna open a new account and continue there.

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Dylan Matthews says:
28 Mar, 2014 01:15 AM

Its a really good poem... good job

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Ludmila Anisimova says:
17 Apr, 2014 05:20 PM

I'm sorry for an unappropriate comment but can you say how long should I wait before my poem will published on this website? I've been waiting for a week and nothing.(((

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waqar ali says:
03 May, 2014 05:14 PM

a very nice and a heart toucing lines

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Dahina_islander says:
22 May, 2014 04:28 AM

So sad nd true. :-(

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stella says:
30 May, 2014 09:46 AM

thanks for sharing this, i have been there too.

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Mubshar ali says:
03 Jun, 2014 12:57 PM

Hurting me and loving me why

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md kamal says:
10 Jun, 2014 11:15 AM

Really good pom and very nice

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avril says:
12 Jun, 2014 06:56 PM

i really love it

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v.k.sharma says:
23 Sep, 2014 03:16 PM

It's really a real heart touchable poem.

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Michael Reese says:
26 Sep, 2014 04:36 AM

looking for love and falling short of finding it, maybe in death she'll be greater

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Sara Ali says:
28 Sep, 2014 10:51 PM

It's awesome...

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David dady says:
09 Oct, 2014 04:06 AM

Heart touching ,river of pain and nothing,fire of hope

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India says:
11 Dec, 2014 11:57 PM

Yasssssssssssss you weren't generic and you made perfect sense I loved it

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Tharchen says:
11 Jan, 2015 06:57 PM

Gud poem

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akhtar.ali says:
26 Jan, 2015 01:38 PM

nice poetry

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Tessa says:
02 Feb, 2015 01:49 PM

I love this poem, it's like reading my life, just in words.

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Luna Astrea says:
09 Mar, 2015 07:33 AM

loved it....

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Marta says:
29 Mar, 2015 09:12 AM

I love your poem

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faith says:
06 Apr, 2015 10:09 PM

this poem is sad but true at the same time

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coolgirl says:
06 Apr, 2015 10:14 PM

love it

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Thabiso says:
12 Apr, 2015 10:56 PM

Extremely exceptional beautiful tremendous poem!

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marwa says:
22 Apr, 2015 06:48 PM

So sad nd true. :-(

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Char says:
24 Apr, 2015 10:27 PM

I felt every last bit of that.. I can truly relate.. .

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debra says:
28 Apr, 2015 12:23 AM

I really feel like this most of the time pretty nice poems

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