Life, Oh I Give Up
aurora
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this? I am restless I don’t know why But, I feel no interest Just force a smile upon What is this? I see no color But, I am not blind Oh, I see, the world is black No love, no affection What is this? This emptiness I never felt before, or I did but chose to ignore And live a life of mere glass that can shatter Shatter at the slightest touch What is this? I am breathless As if someone is following me Or is it that I want to catch someone How do people smile so easily? Live so freely Will ‘they’ answer me? If I ask The reason for life to be bestowed upon us What is this? I feel alone, separated, anxious I am scared I want to live No perhaps I don’t Yes No matter where I search Whom I ask They give no reply What is this? I am eager I want someone to share my feelings with I searched here and there Tried to open up to many But ended up hurt What is this? Ah! I see, perhaps end Searching for someone I came across this question Why is life bestowed upon us? I am alone I want someone I call out will all my might But no one listens I am tired I will just live like others Yeah What is this? In the end I give up That someone I want to share my feelings, myself with Is no where Oh! I give up I am really afraid Scared I am as if bond by invisible chains of Of what Hatred, love, anger? No perhaps emptiness What is this? I am alone In this darkness days pass But no one comes Please come Someone I want to open up Share I can no longer live alone Why Why is life in the first place? I don’t want jealousy to devourer me Please I am alone What is this? I feel attracted to someone or Perhaps I am forcing myself to be attracted Wanting to live on imaginary lies Yes Lies All are lies This life is itself Having no reason to exist Is there an afterlife A happy one Where I can find someone to open up If there is I wish to die Oh! God forgive me But I can no longer Handle these injuries, pain, and suffering Not anymore I am gradually giving up On the believe on the very existence of happiness But, Please, if my angel exists let my voice My hearts reaches you and find me Before I am devoured by this darkness For, I give up on this life of mine
Tags: Life, Lies, Loneliness, Lost, Unloved, Darkness, Pain, Suffering, Scared, Seperated, Alone, Hurt, Depressed
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Post a Comment26 Oct, 2013 09:18 PM
Amazing poem I recognize all of it. It was like reading my own thoughts. It hurts in me just the same
06 Dec, 2013 07:57 AM
Such a heartfelt piece..Filled with sadness, longing, hopelessness,and pain. I felt every word of it
06 Dec, 2013 08:23 AM
very nice pom
22 Dec, 2013 08:46 PM
Am short of comment. Bt I can't hide it.I love ur poem.
09 Feb, 2014 06:14 PM
thank you for reading my poems. and sorry for the incovineice I kinda forgot my email and password to this site so am gonna open a new account and continue there.
28 Mar, 2014 01:15 AM
Its a really good poem... good job
17 Apr, 2014 05:20 PM
I'm sorry for an unappropriate comment but can you say how long should I wait before my poem will published on this website? I've been waiting for a week and nothing.(((
03 May, 2014 05:14 PM
a very nice and a heart toucing lines
22 May, 2014 04:28 AM
So sad nd true. :-(
30 May, 2014 09:46 AM
thanks for sharing this, i have been there too.
03 Jun, 2014 12:57 PM
Hurting me and loving me why
10 Jun, 2014 11:15 AM
Really good pom and very nice
12 Jun, 2014 06:56 PM
i really love it
23 Sep, 2014 03:16 PM
It's really a real heart touchable poem.
26 Sep, 2014 04:36 AM
looking for love and falling short of finding it, maybe in death she'll be greater
28 Sep, 2014 10:51 PM
It's awesome...
09 Oct, 2014 04:06 AM
Heart touching ,river of pain and nothing,fire of hope
11 Dec, 2014 11:57 PM
Yasssssssssssss you weren't generic and you made perfect sense I loved it
11 Jan, 2015 06:57 PM
Gud poem
26 Jan, 2015 01:38 PM
nice poetry
02 Feb, 2015 01:49 PM
I love this poem, it's like reading my life, just in words.
09 Mar, 2015 07:33 AM
loved it....
29 Mar, 2015 09:12 AM
I love your poem
06 Apr, 2015 10:09 PM
this poem is sad but true at the same time
06 Apr, 2015 10:14 PM
love it
12 Apr, 2015 10:56 PM
Extremely exceptional beautiful tremendous poem!
22 Apr, 2015 06:48 PM
So sad nd true. :-(
24 Apr, 2015 10:27 PM
I felt every last bit of that.. I can truly relate.. .
28 Apr, 2015 12:23 AM
I really feel like this most of the time pretty nice poems