Lena d'Arc13 Sep, 2011 08:28 AM
Closing myself, not allowing myself, closing myself, hurting myself. The truth is I am weak, all I do I act tough, pretend that I am strong. The truth is I want to cry my heart out, I want to scream so loud, but I tell myself 'I must be strong', 'I must be strong all the time'. 'Never show your weakness, never ask for help, never trust anyone', I've lived this way 'til now. I am so weak that I find myself pathetic, I still want to cry, but I cannot show that to anyone, I cannot let anyone see my tears. If there was someone who'd hug me, and tell me it's alright, if there was someone that would be by my side, I wouldn't cry alone anymore, It would've healed my scars, It would've erased my pain, It would've saved me from the dark. But there is no one... I cannot show my feelings, I cannot be honest with myself, because if I do, if I realize this feeling for you, I would no longer be able continue acting tough, I couldn't continue pretending that I'm strong.
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23 Dec, 2011 03:39 PM
i realy like the poem cry alone by Lena 'd Arc.i can realy relate to it because im going trough a drepressing stae riht now. And this poem just say's it all. It's the best poem i have ever heard.
05 Jan, 2012 11:28 PM
This poem is amazing . It is my life right now in poetry , it brought me to teats
30 Jan, 2012 05:11 PM
This one of the best poems, as I can truely relates to. This will be in my mind till the end. Loving' it :)
02 Aug, 2012 12:41 AM
Wonderful!! I have exactly the same feeling... :'(
04 Oct, 2012 06:01 PM
this is so good and i feel like this all the time
26 Nov, 2012 05:27 PM
all of u bulshit
29 Jul, 2013 02:31 PM
Its wat i go through
30 May, 2014 11:15 AM
THIS IS MY POOR WEAK SELF EMBEDDED IN THESE WORDS CALLED A POEM. I REALLY NEED TO BE STRONG
19 Sep, 2014 01:05 AM
25 Sep, 2014 12:46 PM
Lena, we are going through the same thing, the strength i put up weakens me, i am soo tired of being strong when i know i am very fragile. There is no one i have to call MINE. It saddens my heart Lena.
25 Sep, 2014 12:50 PM
I am going through this same thing Lena, the stronger i prove to be the weaker i get. There is no one I have to call mine and I am belong to no one but my poor sad self. It saddens me Lena.
04 Sep, 2015 01:41 AM
That was beautiful
28 Nov, 2017 10:22 AM
Ugg just stop
16 Feb, 2018 12:26 PM
I feel just like you i have like one person that i can got to but they don't care they say they don't care about nothing sometimes i wish he would care for once because at moments when i need him most he isn't there for me