04 Mar, 2019 06:46 AM
if only if only you knew how i felt
if only if only you saw how i dwelt
every time i think of you my heart melts
if only if only i could tell you how i felt
if only if only you loved me too
but the chances if that are very few
the only thing i wish is to be with you
if only if only you felt that way too
if only if only i was better
if only if only i wrote a letter
, Broken Heart
, Sad Poem
, AloneVotes: 5
24 May, 2016 01:03 PM
She sits in the shower letting it steam up in past and present future,
Wondering if she will ever be forgiven.
She does not know how to forgive herself, nor others,
But hopes she can.
Years of torture for herself causing herself her own harm based upon her issues.
No One listening to hear her scream from the inside out.
Best friends move on at the wrong time in her life.
She is left with nothing.
Hours pass by sitting in the shower,
Crying and sobbing over something that’s tormented her for years
Thinking whether or not she could get the courage to ask for forgiveness.
But instead few more hours still in shower it turns cold.
, SuicideVotes: 3
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
30 Jan, 2013 09:17 AM
I've gone astray,
'to an abyss of
beneath the dismal sky
where moon and Orion
shine bright in oblivion,
where strength is starved
to summon the warmth
, Old EnglishVotes: 1
28 Jun, 2013 02:31 AM
Don't give up even when life leaves you high and dry..
Don't give up, stand up
and to the old life please say bye..
Destiny is not easy to run from so don't ask "why"?
Don't give up,
please don't cry..
Even if there is a steel knife in your windpipe,
Just stand up,
breath and to the old life say bye..
Tags: Giving Up
, Moving OnVotes: 3
01 Nov, 2012 06:06 AM
Thou life brought me out
Thou shall be taken out
Time spent in between is
what life means all about..
Shine thou life as Diamond
Worry not the toughness
Life thee a trouble to be learnt
Till breath thou last...
Cry u accompanied with
Silence thee u carry out with
, FriendsVotes: -1