18 May, 2018 11:43 AMIve out lived all the memories,
Snow melted away and fresh pine grew in fragrance,
A new year comes around but the bad habits still remain,
Smoking cigarettes throughout the unnecessary miles,
Was this what we were hoping for?
Five miles away but a lifetime apart,
Observing love from afar,
White knuckles and clinched teeth trying not to stand,
Witnessing disaster,
Feeling it all the same,
From the pacific to the heartland comes the black & grey,
This is the last straw and the short end of the stick,
Life’s not unfair just hard to believe sometimes,
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HeartbrokenVotes: -113773
21 Aug, 2016 04:13 PMA crackling fireplace
A burning picture, blissfull, free fire
Fire roaming my soroundings
Burning painfull memories, so bittersweet
A father, a bad father
A mother, a sad mother
A young daughter, a guilty young daughter
Darkness, choking, choking darkness
Tears, so many tears, so many sad faces too
A school, a school who hated her
Bullies, bullies who thought she was fat, ugly an idiot
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23 May, 2016 05:09 PMwhispers of leaves,
blowing in the air, wondering do i stop,
to listen and stare
keeping letting my rain hit my face from the sky,
thinking the demons around me are killing me,
and doing a great job at being sly,
keep on walking
im almost there
nothing can stop me, not even a glare,
the hope in my eyes is now buried in the ground,
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LoveVotes: 235191
27 Feb, 2016 04:28 AMits lit, its lit
the fire inside of me is lit
man i love myself
because i am lit
its lit, its lit
man im good, im good
living life like a lil ed should
its lit, its lit
frick oh frick
its lit
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18 Sep, 2015 09:56 PMKids Can be cruel
People always say
“Kids can be cruel.”
Kids forget easily.
They forget about that person
In the back of the class
With the greasy hair
And handmedown jeans.
They forget about the person they bullied
Called names,
Threw spit balls at
Hit,
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10 Jul, 2013 03:59 AMI found comfort in pain,
But a friend in death.
I gathered my feeling,
and bottled them away.
I dont need them.
I dont want them.
I still live.
But not for anyone who cares.
I live for myself.
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06 Sep, 2010 01:05 PMTo those of you who think you are happy
To those of you who think you understand me
I ask you this:
are we alive?
sucking air through our smiling mouths
our cold, uncaring hearts
forcing blood through our veins
we Walk Talk Breathe
what are we but clones?
each imperfection repeated
six
billion
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HelpVotes: 015241