23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 718560
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tags:
Darkness,
Lost,
Poison,
Pain,
Understand,
Exhausted,
Tired,
Hope,
Blackness,
Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 758425
19 Mar, 2014 06:30 AMOverpowering emotions, feelings...anger, hurt, joy, despair, love...
Back and forth, in opposite directions, never resting.
Then nothing... only numbness...
Am I still alive, still breathing?
Am I capable of feeling...anything?
I want to feel pain, bleed and be human.
I don’t want to be afraid or run away.
Feeling a heart beat inside my chest,
But feelings are absent. You did that!
I am broken, alone, left with only memories.
But the memories serve me well.
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Tags:
Pain,
Depression,
Sadness,
Hurt,
Nothing,
DarknessVotes: 522247
31 Jan, 2014 10:29 PMI stand in complete darkness
Staring at the trees and the
Lights sparkling
I watch the moon
Shifting shadows
Bring things into light
And then plunge
Them back into darkness
People do the same thing
Always spinning
Moving constantly
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Tags:
Shadows,
DarknessVotes: 510433
09 Feb, 2013 08:10 PMHow could silence, be louder than my scream
How could shadows, be darker than my dream
How could I feel, the guilt and the shame
Sadness and sorrow, but no one to blame
How could I live, with no fate or name
How could my life, be an endless game
How could I hate, what I've became
Sadness and sorrow, It's all the same
How could I cry, a thousand day
How could my life, throw me away
How could I forget, How could I deny
Sadness and sorrow, are not just a lie
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Tags:
Sadness,
Loneliness,
Life,
Silence,
Darkness,
Dream,
Scream,
Shadow,
Tears,
FearsVotes: 531255
12 Jan, 2015 01:12 AMFrom childhood's hour, I have not been
No, not the same as them, I had not seen
I could not yield
My passions to the common field
My heart would not beat
To the sounds of their feet
Everything I loved,
I loved alone.
And I realized the existence of my pain
I was not loved and my life was but in vain
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Tags:
Alone,
Darkness,
Plea,
Pain,
Sadness,
Death,
Love,
PassionVotes: 433185
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4183697
18 May, 2013 09:00 PMGrief
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m surrounded
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
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Tags:
Grief,
Unhapiness,
Misery,
Bleed,
Tired,
Cry,
Weep,
Blade,
Light,
DarknesVotes: 453536
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PMI feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
DarknessVotes: 315010
23 Sep, 2014 11:42 PMIt's rather comforting
Considering that I'm alive and that I do feel
All that time you spent ripping their hearts out,
Left me with a sweet awakening
"All this for me...you shouldn't have."
Really, You shouldn't have
Death will only cause us more trouble
Trouble being my middle name and all
Labelled above all as the extortionists
Denied attention by whom we crave it the most.
Control, precision stealth and balance
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Tags:
Darkness,
Girl,
Blood,
Death,
Love,
Poem,
Twisted,
Comforting,
MuderVotes: 326228