27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
02 Sep, 2011 11:12 PM
Here i stand, a broken man
nowhere to turn to, not even and empty hand,
no one could ever understand,
how ruthless,cold,or vile I've been,
I've fought my whole life,
I've dealt with the cold edge of a dull bladed knife,
, DespairVotes: 29
14 Sep, 2011 06:17 AM
We were friends,
we were so close,
we were always together,
I was never alone.
Everyday was fun,
I truly enjoyed being alive,
for everything that I wondered,
you always had an answer...
, DespairVotes: 11
05 Dec, 2015 04:58 AM
Another night closes in
Darkness descends down
Drowning me once again
In my deep depths
Of dark despair
Breaking my spirit
Leaving me shattered
Consumed with pain
I'm completely broken
, DepressionVotes: 9
05 Dec, 2015 04:40 AM
Let me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me
All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left
Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
, DepressionVotes: 9
09 Mar, 2014 04:53 AM
I want to cry, but am laughing instead
Cause my heart cries, but my face conceals it
I want to wail, but instead I gag in silence
Cause my heart screams, but my gut chokes it
I hurt deep, but am all smiles
Cause as my heart bleeds, but the mind blots it out
I want to go, but I can’t
My heart won’t let me.
I want to cry and am crying for sure
Cause my heart cries and the tears sting my eyes
, DespairVotes: 8
24 Mar, 2013 06:51 PM
A life where no one even knows you exist,
where everything you've ever known was a lie.
A life where you question whether or not the world you are living in is real, or a figment of your imagination,
where nothing seems familiar,
and you forget where you are,
and you don't know how to get back home.
, SadnessVotes: 6
22 Nov, 2016 09:16 PM
Sometimes I sit and stare out my window,
when life is in despair.
I go to that window when I feel depressed,
but no one is aware.
Everyday, I stare at the trees and the birds and the sky,
to escape from a world of unhappiness.
I press my forehead against the glass and sigh,
"Why does life have to be like this?"
I gaze out the window at the twinkling stars,
all is far away.
I wish I could be up there with them,
but instead, I'm stuck here everyday,
with nothing but my window.
, LifeVotes: 5
14 Jun, 2014 07:07 PM
You told me you’ll never leave me
that I was the only person you see,
Remember the memories we shared
all those nights when we actually cared
with every kissed and hug felt right
and to love you with all my might
until now my heart looks for her
her touch, kiss and love I prefer
Why did that night had to happen
Tags: Break Up
, PainVotes: 5
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4