27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37260080
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4216201
28 Nov, 2012 02:26 AMOh how I met you,
I still remember the day,
You slowly danced with me,
If I only knew you were gonna break my heart
That day.
I saw you everyday,
The more and more I seen your face,
I fell deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper.
If I only knew, you were gonna break my heart that day.
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Memories,
Missing,
Heartbroken,
Unloved,
Sad,
Pain,
Lost,
DespairVotes: 062510
19 Nov, 2012 08:55 AMThe moon dips down and the world
forever casted in this lake of darkness.
No place of shining light
to guide me through the treacherous maze
of death, sadness, sorrow, and pain.
In this life,
I stand all alone,
only imagining to have a light.
I'll watch the devastation I have brought;
watch all of the people suffer
in agony just like mine,
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Tags:
Life,
Forgiveness,
Lost Hope,
Suffering,
Agony,
Alone,
Pain,
Despair,
SadVotes: 354950
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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Lost,
Despair,
Life,
Depressed,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Darkness,
SadnessVotes: 345502
24 Mar, 2013 06:51 PMLost,
Alone,
Forgotten,
Outcast...
A life where no one even knows you exist,
where everything you've ever known was a lie.
A life where you question whether or not the world you are living in is real, or a figment of your imagination,
where nothing seems familiar,
and you forget where you are,
and you don't know how to get back home.
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Depression,
Despair,
Misery,
Unloved,
Forgotten,
Alone,
Lost,
Emptiness,
SadnessVotes: 642171
14 Jun, 2014 07:07 PMYou told me you’ll never leave me
that I was the only person you see,
Remember the memories we shared
all those nights when we actually cared
with every kissed and hug felt right
and to love you with all my might
until now my heart looks for her
her touch, kiss and love I prefer
Why did that night had to happen
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Break Up,
Broken,
Heartbroken,
Heart,
Leaving,
Depression,
Despair,
PainVotes: 533886
14 Dec, 2012 08:31 AMHow long has it been?
My world is trapped within the four walls of a bin
Forsaken for what truly has happen to me
But now I’ll be roaming happy and free
Loneliness follows me
Within the dark periphery
Looking at myself in sympathy
Now I’ll be roaming happy and free
No one knows who I am
For somehow, I am a changed man
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Words,
Fool,
Trapped,
Happy,
Free,
Despair,
Bear,
LostVotes: 232121
05 Dec, 2015 04:40 AMLet me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me
All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left
Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
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Tags:
Pain,
Darkness,
Despair,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 927128
03 Jan, 2013 03:03 AMThey think they have fate,
thinking they clean there slate,
they think they loathe there lives,
but all I hear in my mind,
are cries,
I despair my life,
all my dreams shattered,
I will never choose a path,
while everyone I look to
reminds me of a wrath,
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Tags:
Hate,
Sad,
Lost,
DespairVotes: 126315