and I keep living like everything is allright, even when I wanna die...

I am thinking of you to the extent that I came up with the conclusion that I am, officially, missing you.

Just how are you so capable of twisting me to the point that I can't understand myself?

Playing with my heart 
And making me fall in love with you 
I never thought i would fall so hard
Never ever did i think it was fake
Full of lies the sweet loving things you told me
Under the spell of true love i thought i was under
Love broke my heart,killed my spirit, and demolish my soul

Sometimes I can feel tiny pieces of my soul
Rippling like waves through the memories of old
Never letting go of the pain and heartache we all know

I’m living in limbo and it’s not in parallel worlds - It’s the space between my Heart and Soul

You can’t outrun your own feelings!
& you can’t hide from your own soul...

"One day I decided that I was beautiful, and so I carried out my life as if I was a beautiful girl. I wear colors that I really like, I wear makeup that makes me feel pretty, and it really helps. It doesn't have to do with how the world perceives you. Your body is your temple, your home, and you must decorate it."

I've won many things.
Except what I wanted most,
her heart.
The only thing I ever wanted was lost.
I know no one else will stay for me.
So, I lie here in wait.
To catch her if she falls.
But, I'll die happy 
if the last thing I remember is her smile.

"Things don't go wrong to break your heart so you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be."