15 Jul, 2011 07:30 AMThe knife upon which I so strongly hold,
The grave thoughts race as I was told,
Within so deep I wish to penetrate,
Feelings have come as I begin to shake,
The lives I've spent and taken away,
Will all be repaid in this mournful way,
These hands of mine grip oh so tight,
The closing eye see such a beautiful light,
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Death,
SuicideVotes: 416608
05 Jun, 2011 05:49 PMI live in regret
I cannot stay strong
Maybe tomorrow
I can move on
Nothing is changing
My life is a lie
Others' lives will be better
The sooner I die
Never freedom
Falling down
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Sad,
SuicideVotes: 417947
04 Nov, 2016 01:38 AMHis name was Mars
Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
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Sad Poem,
Depression,
Suicide,
Emotions,
Pain,
Poem,
Poetry,
Alone,
DifferentVotes: 331119
04 Oct, 2016 02:12 PMI feel numb and alone
Life is dark and unfeeling
unremorseful
I remember seeing that corpse
Nothing but bones and remnants of flesh
Blackened and shriveled by the elements of time and nature
Skin once once warm and soft
Now ice cold to the touch
Everything this person was
And could’ve been
Is gone
To another place
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Depression,
Suicide,
DarknessVotes: 315045
24 May, 2016 01:03 PMShe sits in the shower letting it steam up in past and present future,
Wondering if she will ever be forgiven.
She does not know how to forgive herself, nor others,
But hopes she can.
Years of torture for herself causing herself her own harm based upon her issues.
No One listening to hear her scream from the inside out.
Best friends move on at the wrong time in her life.
She is left with nothing.
Hours pass by sitting in the shower,
Crying and sobbing over something that’s tormented her for years
Thinking whether or not she could get the courage to ask for forgiveness.
But instead few more hours still in shower it turns cold.
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Shower,
Depression,
Friends,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 317779
29 Oct, 2014 10:32 PMThe willows whisper,
metal clatters on the rocks,
cold rain washes red.
People come searching,
the stream becomes a river,
the blood is still fresh.
Small lights fill the sky,
crickets sing a lullaby,
she floats away still.
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Suicide,
Depression,
Rain,
Haiku,
DeathVotes: 316426
25 Jul, 2013 01:00 PMHere I am, hating my self again.
Sorrow my coffin, I lay within.
Oh how I wish for a smile.
One I may haven't see in awhile.
Give me a place to refind.
The hope I lost in my mind.
A Place without agony or despair.
Is it even possible for life to be fair?
Am I just as useless as in my head?
I'm living a shell, inside I am dead.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Monster,
Memories,
Broken,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 342629
29 Nov, 2012 04:08 AMSinking deeper into me,
Losing touch with everything,
Wondering how this came about,
Figuring out just what I'm now.
Let me stray,
And make my own mistakes,
Cause I won't learn anything,
If you keep me tied to strings.
I can't lose faith,
Though my faith's quite gone,
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Lost,
Despair,
Life,
Depressed,
Suicide,
Unloved,
Darkness,
SadnessVotes: 341106
23 Aug, 2012 08:19 AMThe balance is flawless,
In the weight and feel
For some may get hurt,
While another will heal
Cold steel so finely crafted,
Like a piece of art
The chrome reflects flawlessly,
Even on the smallest part
Every action so perfectly smooth,
It's built really Well
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Sad,
Suicide,
Gun,
AloneVotes: 327708
01 Jun, 2017 04:35 PMthe numbness was overwhelming
her lips were soft and flooded mine with laughter
her smile her eyes
she was everything that i was after
long talks and late nights
fought for what i saw in the lights
the beauty and her eagerness
that only wanted to destroy me
now im left with blood stains and teardrops
with memories of that day
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Tags:
Depression,
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Death,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 227693