14 Mar, 2015 08:23 AMI sit and stare
But the mirror just glares
Is this real
Or do I dare
Pick up the blade
From wich I took
I sign in blood
In my new book
I promise to
Remain true
That today I swear
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
SadnessVotes: 516617
13 Dec, 2014 10:56 AMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, surrounded by cold
Unforgiven and broken by your heart of stone
Written on my arms, lays a story left unspoken
Enfolding me in darkness, leaving me scared and alone
I stand in a careless world, I am left broken
Unforgiven and shattered by your heart of stone
Written on my arms with blood, is my life's fear
Enfolding me in lies, leaving me helpless and alone
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Tags:
Enfold,
Tale,
Untold,
Scars,
Suicide,
DepressionVotes: 517691
30 May, 2014 12:19 AMYou see me doing this,
And you want to meet
The people who are
Doing this to me.
It’s not their fault!
I swear this is true!
Yet no one cares
Except for you.
You clearly don’t see
That I’m trying to hide
My insecurities
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Tags:
Cutting,
Anorexia,
Self Harm,
Suicidal,
SuicideVotes: 517928
19 Mar, 2013 04:24 AMNever together
I fall down and cry
I finally asked him
But what did he do?
Nothing
He never even looked at me
Life is no longer worth it
Life keeps beating me down
And this time I can’t get up
I am tired of this life
I am always given the worst hand
Left alone in the world
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SuicideVotes: 58458
12 Aug, 2012 05:47 PMHe put his hand up to his heart,
A tear ran down his cheek,
It was time to make his speech,
But,
He could not speak,
When he began he was quiet,
But then his voice finally grew,
His speech was all about his friend,
A friend that he once new,
"Her hair was up in a pony tail,
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Tags:
Death,
Love,
Sad,
SuicideVotes: 533015
20 Feb, 2012 09:41 AMDrifting on the edge of Death,
Hearing people sigh.
I can't go with Death
Because I can't say "Goodbye".
Falling deeper into a depression,
All I want to do is cry.
I feel hopeless but I need to stop the fall,
I don't want to say "Goodbye".
My Demons reach out to me,
Feeding on the lie,
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Death,
Depression,
Sad,
Suicide,
PainVotes: 540885
08 Feb, 2012 05:04 PMI cry,
and it hurts,
like acid streaming down my face,
tattooing the trails,
ad they flow down my face,
and drip from my chin.
The knife stings,
as I slice deep into my arm,
I smile,
and the blood runs warm,
then I go numb.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Cutting,
Lost,
Hurt,
SadVotes: 537544
19 Jun, 2011 07:21 PMI'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
This past life haunts me,
Every minute
All I do is pain for this,
Crying here,
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my tears
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Tags:
Pain,
Longing,
Suicide,
Blood,
Death,
Blind,
Tears,
Love,
LossVotes: 540088
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4184538
01 Oct, 2014 11:53 PMThere was a boy, I loved him so,
but then he had to let me go.
He took another upon his knees,
and whispered her things he never told me.
Late at night, the moon shone bright,
my parents came home searched for me both left and right.
On my own, on my bed,
cried and shouted; my feelings for life were never said.
I glanced at myself for one last time,
how could he commit such a crime.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Love,
Lost,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 420826