11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Suicide,
Heartbroken,
Broken,
Sad,
Pain,
LostVotes: 153530
22 Jul, 2012 02:23 AMLooking back,
I can see
how mistaken
I really was.
Day after day,
Week after week,
Telling you,
Killing you with
Every word,
Every wasted breath,
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Tags:
Love,
Mistakes,
Suicide,
Realization,
SadVotes: 131589
20 Oct, 2011 11:45 PMhow can it be
that you can't see me?
i stand before your non-seeing eyes
with blood on my wrists and begin to cry
i run to the comforting corner between the walls
i cannot take this hurt,these lies not at all
how can it be
that I'm on my own but still not free?
i stand alone in a crowd
but one day I'll be one with the clouds
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Tags:
Pain,
Hurt,
SuicideVotes: 122609
09 Feb, 2016 05:12 PMI had to block out the thought of you,
So I don't lose my head,
You never get in touch with me,
Even though I'm the one who wanted space.
Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I've been sober for three months now,
That's one accomplishment you helped me with.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Suicide,
HateVotes: 015584
28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suicide,
SufferingVotes: 027993
22 Jul, 2015 10:49 PMalone..
let me end this..
but i can't...
my heart was torn out of my chest...by...
the player...
he was cute,sweet,and funny...
and i was blind....
and when the relationship started...it ended....
and i saw lie...the mistake....the regret...
i was the one....who had to suffer...
while he was on to the next girl....who he actually loved...
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Tags:
Brokenheart,
Depression,
Suicide,
SadnessVotes: -315736
23 Jun, 2015 09:20 AMNo thoughts
My head is empty
I feel the sun
My heart is screaming, broken.
This broken heart somewhere deep in me. It hurts.
Sitting here with all I have left, my bleeding heart. Feeling the sun.
My head is empty, my hands full of blood.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Sad,
BleedVotes: -314042