23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 718607
18 Nov, 2011 08:26 PMpeople don't see the real me,
they only see the side i want them to see.
if people saw the real me,
the true me,
i think they would be scared or
they will think I'm crazy
the real me is a depressed 21 year old
girl who thinks about suicide all the time,
a girl with so many insecurities.
the real me is a person who is
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Tags:
Unloved,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 720600
02 Oct, 2011 12:22 AMThey stripped me and wiped me
and took of my only clothes,
Nailed my hands, let me hang.
That's what suffering is.
Made me leave my family,
made me burn myself,
then right at the end you just said
that was a test
and you've done the best,
now you can go home?
That's what suffering is.
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SufferingVotes: 713601
04 Oct, 2018 10:17 PMI sit in small corner,
Looking at down at my feet.
I was scared,
Alone,
Yet..happy.
I had my own train of thoughts
That could have killed me
And brought me to the end.
You’re the one who made me like this,
Leaving,
Fighting,
Cheating,
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Tags:
Suicidal,
SufferingVotes: 513825
16 Dec, 2017 03:13 AMYou tell me you love me,
but that's a lie.
You tell me I'm worth it,
but that's a lie.
You tell me I'm pretty,
but that's also a lie.
You tell me I'm beautiful,
that's a lie.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Lie,
Sad,
Suffering,
Sad Love,
Sad Poems,
LiesVotes: 534321
28 Mar, 2017 03:11 AMI've felt loved and felt Betrayed
They don't care about me
They always turn there backs
They always back away
When I need them...the most
They Yell and hurt me
But never Care or help me
I've felt like this for so long
I can't remember when was the last time
I laughed because I was happy
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Tags:
Pain,
Depression,
Lost,
Broken,
Mask,
Tears,
SufferingVotes: 535961
27 Nov, 2011 12:40 AMI cried a tear of pain today,
I cried a tear of grief,
I cried a tear for suffering,
I cried a tear for the loss/lost,
I cried in sorrow for the world,
I even cried a tear for today.
I cried a tear for hope today,
Though it seems I am broken,
And it seems the more I breathe,
The more the world seems undone,
Deep down I see the truth around me,
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Tags:
Cry,
Tears,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 528210
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4184136
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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Tags:
Death,
Alone,
Die,
Suicide,
Sadness,
Sorrow,
Suffering,
Pain,
Anger,
BetrayalVotes: 454230
19 Nov, 2012 09:00 AMIt'll be dim…
All I've known is the dark,
It swallows me like a shark.
Am I the predator or the prey,
I'll never find out with each passing day.
I wish I was never born,
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Tags:
Suffering,
Missing,
HopeVotes: 420819