27 Oct, 2012 05:14 AMI just want to cry
I just want to scream
The love we once shared
Was only a dream
You were so perfect
And I was so not
But you just held me close
So I completely forgot
But everything beautiful
Comes to an end
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Tags:
Suicide,
Suffering,
Loss,
Heartbreak,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 440990
01 Aug, 2011 08:25 AMEven with scars
Their still wondering,
looking through their cars to my sorrow of sleeves in summer.
To take the memories...
and trash them.
Put them aside for yourself.
no one else will see them or the pain you've been through,
For no more worries,
but i still continue to do scars.
so now, i shall only keep them to myself with the pain and memories.
Looking out the window i realize something...
then thought to myself..
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Pain,
SufferingVotes: 416931
28 Jul, 2011 08:14 PMEveryday around quarter past three,
you burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden by your mother while you are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps you sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
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SufferingVotes: 412630
24 Dec, 2009 03:28 PMin ignorance and in shame i always feel the same.
all my day and all my night i live in a world of blame.
my past haunts me like a restless spirit
of that has no ease for there soul
i walk in circles mile after mile
i feel as if my life is empty turned all upside down,
i have tried to look for the light through these eyes
only to find darkness in the mist.
i cry out for help in my own selfish way
only to find no one there.
pain within
and not of the physical kind
pain within my haunted mind
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Pain,
Suffering,
LostVotes: 428354
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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Tags:
Dark,
Darkness,
End,
Sad,
Sadness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Depression,
Alone,
Life,
Lifeless,
UnlovedVotes: 362680
02 Sep, 2013 12:49 AMThey are the fallen angels,
The outcast ones.
The ones who didn't survive,
Didn't follow the rules.
They are the ones who fell
From heaven,
In love,
With the wrong person.
They are the demons,
The confused ones.
The ones who tempted an angel
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Tags:
Angels,
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 314085
08 Jan, 2013 02:41 PMEverything is the same.
I can't escape.
No fighting will,
Is going to save me.
Tears my fall.
Only my shirt
Is there to soak,
They drown me.
Filling my clothes.
Living in my lungs.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Lost Love,
SadVotes: 332958
25 Jul, 2013 01:00 PMHere I am, hating my self again.
Sorrow my coffin, I lay within.
Oh how I wish for a smile.
One I may haven't see in awhile.
Give me a place to refind.
The hope I lost in my mind.
A Place without agony or despair.
Is it even possible for life to be fair?
Am I just as useless as in my head?
I'm living a shell, inside I am dead.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Monster,
Memories,
Broken,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 342636
19 Nov, 2012 09:02 AMI cannot speak as long as I am wrong
I cannot be brave as long as I am alive
How can I end a life?
How am I supposed to deal with this?
The blackness of my blood reflects
The darkness that I will always be
I am a disappointment and nothing more
I am pain and regret and nothing else
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Tags:
Suffering,
Worthless,
Unloved,
Pain,
Alone,
SadVotes: 344982
19 Nov, 2012 08:55 AMThe moon dips down and the world
forever casted in this lake of darkness.
No place of shining light
to guide me through the treacherous maze
of death, sadness, sorrow, and pain.
In this life,
I stand all alone,
only imagining to have a light.
I'll watch the devastation I have brought;
watch all of the people suffer
in agony just like mine,
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Tags:
Life,
Forgiveness,
Lost Hope,
Suffering,
Agony,
Alone,
Pain,
Despair,
SadVotes: 350295