04 Oct, 2018 10:17 PMI sit in small corner,
Looking at down at my feet.
I was scared,
Alone,
Yet..happy.
I had my own train of thoughts
That could have killed me
And brought me to the end.
You’re the one who made me like this,
Leaving,
Fighting,
Cheating,
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Tags:
Suicidal,
SufferingVotes: 515250
16 Dec, 2017 03:13 AMYou tell me you love me,
but that's a lie.
You tell me I'm worth it,
but that's a lie.
You tell me I'm pretty,
but that's also a lie.
You tell me I'm beautiful,
that's a lie.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Lie,
Sad,
Suffering,
Sad Love,
Sad Poems,
LiesVotes: 539663
28 Mar, 2017 03:11 AMI've felt loved and felt Betrayed
They don't care about me
They always turn there backs
They always back away
When I need them...the most
They Yell and hurt me
But never Care or help me
I've felt like this for so long
I can't remember when was the last time
I laughed because I was happy
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Tags:
Pain,
Depression,
Lost,
Broken,
Mask,
Tears,
SufferingVotes: 540859
08 Jun, 2016 09:35 AMFeeling alone now more than ever,
wishing you were here right next to me,
my heart is beating so uncontrollably
my eyes are tearing í can't control it.
I miss you mom,
I miss you now,
I miss you always.
I never thought that you being gone would've been so painful.
I never thought of you leaving me not for a minute not for a while.
I always thought of us forever,
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Mother,
Broken,
Broken Heart,
Suffering,
Family,
MissingVotes: 1531488
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 025850
09 Feb, 2016 05:12 PMI had to block out the thought of you,
So I don't lose my head,
You never get in touch with me,
Even though I'm the one who wanted space.
Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I've been sober for three months now,
That's one accomplishment you helped me with.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Suicide,
HateVotes: 017115
18 Aug, 2015 07:08 AMShe was going away from me,
i was fading away like breath,
it was a total break of heart,
i was holding every single piece of it,
i even cant hold her hand,
i even cant say her name,
i even cant look her into eyes,
i was falling from the multiple skies,
just wanna say good bye to you,
my eyes are dying to see you too,
you never broke up with me anyways,
we left each other while we still holding our hands!!
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Tags:
Goodbye,
Breakup,
Broken Heart,
Sad Love,
Painful,
Heartbreak,
Lifeless,
Hopeless,
Lonely,
Confused,
Self HarmVotes: -1541666
04 Mar, 2015 12:43 AMI'm sorry I'm not a perfect daughter
I'm sorry all my mind does is slaughter
I'm sorry I never listened to the hopes you gave
I'm sorry I was never that brave
You needed better than me
I just needed someone to see
My life has fallen away from my grip
All I can do now is kiss his lips
I'm sorry I never tried
I'm sorry I only cried
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Tags:
Regret,
Sadness,
Sorrow,
SufferingVotes: 018002
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37243151
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4202461