27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37216378
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4180171
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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SadnessVotes: 968458
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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DepressedVotes: 4866469
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 360616
10 Dec, 2012 02:46 AMMy heart is broken,
It's been shattered to pieces,
And you don't give damn,
Because you're the one who broke it.
I loved you,
And you loved me too.
Or so I thought,
I fought back the tears,
My fears,
Appear when I'm alone,
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SufferingVotes: 157736
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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BetrayalVotes: 453267
11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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LostVotes: 153165
14 Nov, 2012 04:09 PMEverything you gave, still have no chance,
You thought that it was forever, just for last dance;
You gave all your love for him/her, still nothing,
Giving him/her all that you loosing.
Step by step, you can't even take one more step,
Closer as you get the more you hurt every step;
Nothing ever gonna change for what you said,
My heart crashed into pieces you are only my aid.
You want it back,
All the memories, sweet, you really want it back;
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HurtVotes: 152948
28 Sep, 2012 04:38 PMToday is going to be long,
much like all the others before.
Tired of getting ready,
and walking out the door.
I just want to curl up,
not think about whats in store.
I miss your voice,
just can't do this anymore.
My love for you grows,
like the coral reefs below the sea's shore.
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SufferingVotes: 251050