08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4866478
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37216487
06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Tags:
Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1926208
08 Jun, 2016 09:35 AMFeeling alone now more than ever,
wishing you were here right next to me,
my heart is beating so uncontrollably
my eyes are tearing í can't control it.
I miss you mom,
I miss you now,
I miss you always.
I never thought that you being gone would've been so painful.
I never thought of you leaving me not for a minute not for a while.
I always thought of us forever,
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Mother,
Broken,
Broken Heart,
Suffering,
Family,
MissingVotes: 1527790
06 Sep, 2010 12:40 PMA bitter goth girl,
with a shriveled black heart.
Is this how you see me?
Do you think you know me?
Do you pretend you care?
You don't know me,
no one ever has.
I keep my true self hidden,
and I don't let that girl out.
She screws things up,
with all of her emotions and cares.
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Tags:
Emo,
Girl,
Hide,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1226212
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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Tags:
Love,
Sad,
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Girl,
Heartbroken,
Suffering,
Tears,
Unspoken Love,
SadnessVotes: 968473
25 Sep, 2011 03:20 PMleft alone
to defend herself
all she wants
is someones help
no one can hear her
she screams for her life
always tortured
now he's forced her to fight
hes so cruel
and he's made her believe
that she is so worthless
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Tags:
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 919573
10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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Tags:
Death,
Sorrow,
Lost,
Suffering,
Suicide,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 849775
28 Jan, 2012 11:24 PMI close my eyes and see you,
You smile, like you always do,
You want to speak but words do not come out,
Now I'm left to wonder what that was all about.
I open my eyes to view a room with empty space,
I want to move but time has locked me in a place,
I began to scream the words of the pain I feel,
Then I stop, saying it makes it seem more real,
The hurtful truth cuts me like a knife,
But there's little I can do with just this one life.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
WaitingVotes: 839291
07 Mar, 2014 06:27 PMi want to die,
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live,
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.
I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room,
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Suffering,
Broken,
PastVotes: 729478