27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Death,
DepressionVotes: 37218962
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lost,
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DarknessVotes: 4182432
17 Jun, 2012 09:38 PMThe tears I manage to weep,
Fall from darkened skies,
Filling the heart I keep,
Circle down like flies.
All the sorrow is Grey,
As my blood begins to seep,
Dreaming of yesterday,
Alone while I sleep.
In the rivers wide,
Along the treeline I tread,
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AloneVotes: 052801
12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PMBlood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
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BloodVotes: 1042659
28 Sep, 2012 01:51 PMThy death, Oh! Love
Is more than a horrible death
An unbearable pain
A knife to the soul.
A misery with no joy
A disdain with no hope
A mere feeling of sadness
A mere feeling of loneliness
A nightmare with open eyes
That sweet dream couldn't pass
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CutVotes: 240855
23 Jun, 2012 01:01 AMRain, rain, go away,
Because of you,
My pain will stay.
Slit my throat,
Slice me open,
Leave me here,
Tear me apart.
Poisonous tears run down my face,
My heart struggles at a steady pace
As I try and stand again;
to find I’m alone in the rain.
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DeathVotes: 140370
03 Oct, 2012 05:34 PMTake a knife and cut me up
if you hate me you won't stop
make me feel the pain within
as you're slitting through my skin
makes me weaker as I bleed
for your mercy make me plead
hear me screaming in the dark
as you leave your pain full mark
blood is running down my face
as my beauty you erase
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CutVotes: 137466
04 Oct, 2012 01:27 PMHidden beneath the drawers lies a single blade.
Safe and tucked away,
Just waiting to be used.
Just waiting to come out and play.
It holds many secrets,
secrets of the pain
and the agony.
Secrets of my broken heart.
SO many scars,
so much blood.
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Hurt,
Cut,
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HeartbrokenVotes: 631039
22 Dec, 2011 08:41 PMSorry the knife just slipped,
I didn't mean to cut my wrists.
I was just thinking of all the bad things that happened to me.
The things that made me sad,
And the things that made me angry.
I didn't mean to take my life,
With this cold, sharp knife.
Memories of everything gone wrong,
Is what brought this all along.
Warm is the blood that trickles down,
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GoodbyeVotes: 629229
09 Nov, 2015 05:49 PMDon't be afraid. I'm just a little crazy and insane.
After all I won't ever be the same.
It's not a lie.
It's always once more, until you die.
Just a tear, just a scream.
oh, who would ever want to be here?
It's not a life.
It's always once more, until you find a knife.
Light or darkness, i don't care.
I was crying and you just stood there.
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LoveVotes: 427119