09 Nov, 2015 05:49 PM
Don't be afraid. I'm just a little crazy and insane.
After all I won't ever be the same.
It's not a lie.
It's always once more, until you die.
Just a tear, just a scream.
oh, who would ever want to be here?
It's not a life.
It's always once more, until you find a knife.
Light or darkness, i don't care.
I was crying and you just stood there.
, LoveVotes: 4
03 Jan, 2015 07:06 PM
I take a glance,
at the scars on my wrists
they tell me,
it doesn't have to be like this
I want to talk,
to let it out
but nobody is there to listen,
even when I shout,
depression is dark,
so speak up...
, CutVotes: 7
29 Nov, 2014 09:17 AM
She remembers the smiles,
She sees the happiness,
She can hear the laughs,
This little girl was in pure bliss.
Now there is a dark shadow,
Raining endlessly over her head,
I see her tears falling down,
As she's wishing she was dead.
Replaced by her best friend,
Rejected by her true love,
, CutVotes: 7
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AM
A Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
, CutVotes: 7
25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PM
I've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.
Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in.
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful.
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut.
I am getting weaker by the day,
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now,
but I am trying not to look at them,
, PainVotes: 5
19 Mar, 2014 01:38 AM
It's a blade.
It's a razor sharp blade.
A razor sharp blade that I have hidden in my room.
A hidden razor sharp blade that is only to be found by me.
It's my hidden razor sharp blade that is to only be used by me.
I take that razor sharp hidden blade and unwrap it from the paper.
I use it; I slice open my soft smooth skin.
Without a doubt I cut deeper and deeper.
I think of all the horrid things that have been said to me.
and the pain is numb.
The blood trickles beneath my skin.
, DepressionVotes: 3
12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PM
Blood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
, BloodVotes: 10
04 Oct, 2012 01:27 PM
Hidden beneath the drawers lies a single blade.
Safe and tucked away,
Just waiting to be used.
Just waiting to come out and play.
It holds many secrets,
secrets of the pain
and the agony.
Secrets of my broken heart.
SO many scars,
so much blood.
, HeartbrokenVotes: 6