09 Nov, 2015 05:49 PMDon't be afraid. I'm just a little crazy and insane.
After all I won't ever be the same.
It's not a lie.
It's always once more, until you die.
Just a tear, just a scream.
oh, who would ever want to be here?
It's not a life.
It's always once more, until you find a knife.
Light or darkness, i don't care.
I was crying and you just stood there.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Poem,
Pain,
Cut,
Cutting,
Painful,
LoveVotes: 424621
06 Sep, 2010 01:18 PMI?m sobbing again
Stupid girl, stupid me
I want to be better
But I can?t be different
I hold myself together
As my soul dissolves
Into the familiar emptiness
Empty world, empty life
Can?t forget your eyes
When they judge and scold
"I promise I'll stop cutting"
I whisper into the darkness
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Tags:
Death,
Emo,
Stupid,
CutVotes: 1220315
29 Nov, 2014 09:17 AMShe remembers the smiles,
She sees the happiness,
She can hear the laughs,
This little girl was in pure bliss.
Now there is a dark shadow,
Raining endlessly over her head,
I see her tears falling down,
As she's wishing she was dead.
Replaced by her best friend,
Rejected by her true love,
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Tags:
Memories,
Lost,
Lies,
Scars,
CutVotes: 720204
06 Sep, 2010 12:14 PMIt would only take one cut
Tearing at the vein
It would only take one cut
To rid me of this pain
That?s just one cut
To free me from it all
That?s just one cut
Then I'd free fall
With this one cut
There'd be no tears
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Tags:
Cut,
Bleed,
PainVotes: 320178
13 Mar, 2011 05:49 PMMy hands are ice cold
My eyes bleed tears
My soul has vanished
My heart is broken
My arms are red with blood
My mind races with thoughts of you
I know we'll never be together
But I can't help but love you
I'll bleed for you and me
This pains will always remind me of you
I never wanted you to walk away
I'll be gone before dawn
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Tags:
Love,
Pain,
CutVotes: 318832
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AMA Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
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Tags:
Salvation,
Crimson,
Tears,
Darkness,
Sadness,
CutVotes: 718812
06 Sep, 2010 01:15 PMWould you think any less of me,,
If I cut myself tonight,,
What would you think of me,,
If I cut myself and died ..
I would go and die tonight,,
But I haven?t felt your touch,,
Yes I would die tonight,,
But I haven?t done enough ..
So tonight when I get home,,
I will not cut myself,,
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Tags:
Pain,
CutVotes: 118039
19 Mar, 2014 01:38 AMIt's a blade.
It's a razor sharp blade.
A razor sharp blade that I have hidden in my room.
A hidden razor sharp blade that is only to be found by me.
It's my hidden razor sharp blade that is to only be used by me.
I take that razor sharp hidden blade and unwrap it from the paper.
I use it; I slice open my soft smooth skin.
Without a doubt I cut deeper and deeper.
I think of all the horrid things that have been said to me.
and the pain is numb.
The blood trickles beneath my skin.
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Tags:
Cut,
Cutt,
Knife,
Blood,
Blade,
Sadness,
DepressionVotes: 316907
25 Sep, 2014 03:18 PMI've been lost, I've been down, but most of all I couldn't be found.
I cried many times, I bled many times.
Those scars on my skin was about the past I was in.
My past was painful. I quit cutting everyone became grateful.
The scars on my skin make me wanna go back again.
My scars burn like they have just been cut.
I am getting weaker by the day,
but if I sadden today I'm afraid I'll let everyone down today.
My scars burn right now,
but I am trying not to look at them,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Hurt,
Cut,
PainVotes: 516262
06 Sep, 2010 12:12 PMRazor to the wrist
Blood on the floor
Razor to the bone
I can't feel it
The pain is decreasing
The blood is increasing
Now my blood flows freely
Freely from the cut
Cuts on my wrist
My time is running out
Razor to the wrist
One last time
Now I am dying
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Tags:
Emo,
Razor,
CutVotes: 416234