27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37198370
28 Jul, 2011 08:15 PMFrom start to finish I wonder why
The cuts look good in this messed up lie
The blood that trickles down my arm
People all stare at the girl who self-harms:-
"The emo" they call me
I turn to my name
They act out slicing their wrists
I hang my head in shame
I can't help my feelings
Of being alone
I hide myself for the day
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Cut,
HurtVotes: 2314501
06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1925063
06 Sep, 2010 01:18 PMI?m sobbing again
Stupid girl, stupid me
I want to be better
But I can?t be different
I hold myself together
As my soul dissolves
Into the familiar emptiness
Empty world, empty life
Can?t forget your eyes
When they judge and scold
"I promise I'll stop cutting"
I whisper into the darkness
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Death,
Emo,
Stupid,
CutVotes: 1219893
12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PMBlood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Cut,
Pain,
BloodVotes: 1040892
03 Jan, 2015 07:06 PMI take a glance,
at the scars on my wrists
they tell me,
it doesn't have to be like this
I want to talk,
to let it out
but nobody is there to listen,
even when I shout,
depression is dark,
so speak up...
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Tags:
Sad,
Depression,
CutVotes: 713715
29 Nov, 2014 09:17 AMShe remembers the smiles,
She sees the happiness,
She can hear the laughs,
This little girl was in pure bliss.
Now there is a dark shadow,
Raining endlessly over her head,
I see her tears falling down,
As she's wishing she was dead.
Replaced by her best friend,
Rejected by her true love,
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Tags:
Memories,
Lost,
Lies,
Scars,
CutVotes: 719528
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AMA Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
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Tags:
Salvation,
Crimson,
Tears,
Darkness,
Sadness,
CutVotes: 718269
04 Oct, 2012 01:27 PMHidden beneath the drawers lies a single blade.
Safe and tucked away,
Just waiting to be used.
Just waiting to come out and play.
It holds many secrets,
secrets of the pain
and the agony.
Secrets of my broken heart.
SO many scars,
so much blood.
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Tags:
Hurt,
Cut,
Suicidal,
Love,
HeartbrokenVotes: 629326
22 Dec, 2011 08:41 PMSorry the knife just slipped,
I didn't mean to cut my wrists.
I was just thinking of all the bad things that happened to me.
The things that made me sad,
And the things that made me angry.
I didn't mean to take my life,
With this cold, sharp knife.
Memories of everything gone wrong,
Is what brought this all along.
Warm is the blood that trickles down,
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Tags:
Knife,
Cut,
Pain,
GoodbyeVotes: 627745