Nothingness on a Dark Road
22 Sep, 2014 09:50 AM
A Dark road, alone with only my thoughts,
with the sound of my heartbeat and broken hope.
Crimson tears, slowly draining my soul, my hope, my life.
It’s bliss, knowing that I will no longer endure the struggle of everyday shit.
I have been waiting for all this to end, endless nights in the darkness,
wishing that by some miracle,
I will just vanish into the lurking nothingness of my existence.
Spending my time in the shadows that drown me.
Please release me from my burden.
The deception of a happy face, the facade people around me see.
The picture of sunshine and happiness.
All gone, nothing but a memory of what once was.
No one telling me that I cannot feel the way I feel.
No sleep, no food, nothing worth having.
My sorry excuse for being here, for being almost human.
My unwillingness to proceed with a meaningless and empty life.
Small roads on my wrists, leading to salvation, a means to an end.
Inviting me into the depths where there is nothing but numbness.
Embracing death, and being free.
This is my salvation, my ONLY way to be free.