27 Nov, 2011 12:40 AMI cried a tear of pain today,
I cried a tear of grief,
I cried a tear for suffering,
I cried a tear for the loss/lost,
I cried in sorrow for the world,
I even cried a tear for today.
I cried a tear for hope today,
Though it seems I am broken,
And it seems the more I breathe,
The more the world seems undone,
Deep down I see the truth around me,
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Tags:
Cry,
Tears,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 528226
28 May, 2010 08:44 PMWithout a word.
Walk without a word,
Sleep without a word,
Live my life in silence.
Cease to exist because my soul belongs to Satan,
for he it?s the highest emblem of life as I know.
I can?t just sit here and act like nothing is wrong with my life.
?HAIL SATAN!? I cry
A cigarette in the crystal ash tray?
Smoldering.
It?s dark in this the abandon room this abandoned house is only lit by
moon light.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suicide,
SufferingVotes: 028079
28 Oct, 2010 11:04 AMDreams shattered...Skins broken...Blood falls.
Your torn in half.
deciding which way to go.
He says he loves you,
But does he really?..
You cry out in pain,The pain
you have held in for so long
is finally out.
...Tears fall as you bleed
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
HurtVotes: 027124
06 Sep, 2010 12:40 PMA bitter goth girl,
with a shriveled black heart.
Is this how you see me?
Do you think you know me?
Do you pretend you care?
You don't know me,
no one ever has.
I keep my true self hidden,
and I don't let that girl out.
She screws things up,
with all of her emotions and cares.
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Tags:
Emo,
Girl,
Hide,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1226549
06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Tags:
Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1926516
07 Jan, 2010 09:56 PMLoneliness consumes every inch of my body.
Aching numbness crawls through my skin.
Blood as cold as ice running through my veins.
Day after day always putting on a happy face,
while inside i'm being tortured by loneliness, aching numbness, and ice cold blood.
You did this to me!!!
You made me this way!!!
You never hear me!!!
You never care!!!
You call me a bitch,
oh, but if you only knew or cared how I felt.
Only one thing left to say.
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Tags:
Suffering,
Loneliness,
PainVotes: 323719
22 Sep, 2016 08:22 PMThere's monsters in my head,
there's monsters in my mind.
Thought they were helping,
thank you so much for being kind.
I've been shattered and battered,
my body abused and splattered.
New mamma hates me,
even wishes she didn't create me.
New mamma's taking pills,
real daddy's not here right now.
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Abuse,
Sadness,
Suffering,
Suicidal,
PainVotes: 023381
30 Apr, 2010 04:28 PMyou always act you never think
you just shut your eyes and start to drink
it doesn't matter who you hurt
you even get a chance to flirt
you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair??
but to tell you the truth
i'm done lying on the roof
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Tags:
Suffering,
HurtVotes: 123351
12 Feb, 2013 08:30 AMI was sad, i was lonely
You were there, hugged me tightly
You turned all my pains
Into a face full of smiles
You were everything
I wouldn't trade you for anything
Thanks for being there
When i had stories to share
We were happy at that moment
Did not care about everyone's comment
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Love,
Suffering,
SadVotes: 023239
06 Sep, 2010 11:54 AMI cant cry anymore tears
I cant speak up
I just sit on the floor and take the pain
The next morning i try to act like its all ok
but people start to see what is really going on.
One day i will get out but not today.
When i am alone i scratch till there's blood.
the warm blood starts dripping down my arm.
People start to talk but i still act like its all ok.
Maybe one day i will get out...
but not today
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Tags:
Abuse,
Blood,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 323187