09 Feb, 2016 05:12 PMI had to block out the thought of you,
So I don't lose my head,
You never get in touch with me,
Even though I'm the one who wanted space.
Hate me today,
Hate me tomorrow,
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
I've been sober for three months now,
That's one accomplishment you helped me with.
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Suffering,
Suicide,
HateVotes: 015597
13 Dec, 2011 07:38 PMI sit in the dark silence hoping for another
to mend what has been broken.
But it's only little me and I sit alone.
The darkness is compelling me into thoughts of
what seems to be a tragedy.
There is a crisp chill in the air,
though, it may feel bitter; it isn't.
I feel nothing, but as to you I'm heartless.
No more and no less.
Must you break and bend me?
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Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 015076
14 Dec, 2011 11:56 PMI hate everything you are
Surrounding me and under my skin
I blast this torment past,
the worthless tears in your eyes
Pathetic, the dirt beneath my feet
Pressure binds the excuses and depression in my mind
Fear is no friend of mine, but fallows me like a shadow
Your energy is always spinning around me
but all traces of you are absent
I claw out of my mind to find relief
but i never seem to reach the outside of my prison
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Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 015022
02 Sep, 2013 12:49 AMThey are the fallen angels,
The outcast ones.
The ones who didn't survive,
Didn't follow the rules.
They are the ones who fell
From heaven,
In love,
With the wrong person.
They are the demons,
The confused ones.
The ones who tempted an angel
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Angels,
Unloved,
SufferingVotes: 314037
04 Oct, 2018 10:17 PMI sit in small corner,
Looking at down at my feet.
I was scared,
Alone,
Yet..happy.
I had my own train of thoughts
That could have killed me
And brought me to the end.
You’re the one who made me like this,
Leaving,
Fighting,
Cheating,
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Suicidal,
SufferingVotes: 513747
02 Oct, 2011 12:22 AMThey stripped me and wiped me
and took of my only clothes,
Nailed my hands, let me hang.
That's what suffering is.
Made me leave my family,
made me burn myself,
then right at the end you just said
that was a test
and you've done the best,
now you can go home?
That's what suffering is.
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SufferingVotes: 713571
28 Jul, 2011 08:14 PMEveryday around quarter past three,
you burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden by your mother while you are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps you sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
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SufferingVotes: 412606