18 Nov, 2016 08:29 PMI waited for you...
But you never came
Hours and hours went by and you never showed
I was worried about you,
until the day you came knocking on my door
You were drunk and wanted more..
You tried to come in,
but with all my strength I pushed you away..
You left me in the dust..
You wanted more than just my love
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Tags:
Loss,
Loneliness,
Heartbroken,
PainVotes: 720457
01 Nov, 2016 11:57 AMDon't look into the past
don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.
I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.
It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
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Tags:
Past,
Regret,
PainVotes: 712446
21 Feb, 2016 11:34 PMWe broke up and it's all i ever wanted
To ran from you coz i know we were not fated
Destined to be hurt, my soul was melted
Creating fantasies on my mind that all related.
I left but i dont know why
But if i stay i feel like i would die
I risk what we have, i just gave it up
Just wanted to be free, do what i want and flee.
Forgive me not, but i'm sorry
Hope you'll be fine but can't stop to worry.
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Tags:
Love,
Breakup,
Sorrow,
Pain,
Hurt,
PastVotes: 728196
01 Dec, 2014 06:02 PMWritten on my arms, lays a story left untold
Enfolding me in sin; I'm breathless and alone
I stand in a lifeless world, embraced in a brutal cold
Unforgiven and broken; shattered by a heart of stone
A mistake I made years ago, has settled down inside
Enfolding me in a tale, embracing my somnolent mind
I'm surrounded by defeat; I have long swallowed my pride
I stand so still, so desolate, I have lost all track of time
Winter was upon, delicate snow, on sin it laid
As I looked out for rain, to wash it all away again
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Tags:
Life,
Pain,
Past,
Love,
Hurt,
HateVotes: 725184
27 Nov, 2014 09:06 AMThey stare through my eyes,
I'm wishing I was dead,
All this pain inside,
All these words left unsaid.
I stare at the poison,
Then I scream and I cry,
As I keep on breathing,
I try and wonder why?
Why i'm alive and why i'm here
And why I want to die
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Tags:
Pain,
Death,
Depression,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 721691
06 Oct, 2014 01:53 AMImagine yourself
Alone in your head
You're hanging, dangling
From a silver thread
Empty, alone
With the monsters within
Internally screaming
You just want to give in
Now imagine that's you
Every day, every hour
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Sad,
Empty,
PainVotes: 717153
10 Aug, 2014 11:50 AMIf someone tells you “You’re ugly,”
Tell them they’re beautiful.
If someone tells you “You’re incapable,”
Tell them they’re capable.
If someone tells you “You’re hopeless,”
Tell them they’re hopeful.
If someone tells you “You’re mean,”
Tell them they’re kind.
If someone tells you “You’re stupid,”
Tell them they’re smart.
Meditate on the positive words that are the opposite of the negative words they spit at you.
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Tags:
Love,
Loneliness,
Pain,
Anger,
Sacrifice,
Depression,
EncouragementVotes: 730778
23 Jul, 2014 01:37 AMOver my deepest flesh
There is something I hide behind my smile
Ever since my sufferings started...
At First its too hard to pretend
that everything's alright and I taught that
if I can't manage to keep these thing inside
everything will be remain miserable...
My faith,hope,love or even everything I own
will eventually void by these thing and
turn everything in to guilt and hatred
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Tags:
Revenge,
Darkness,
Hatred,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 718528
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AMI feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
And fear
And anger
And sadness
And pain.
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Tags:
Depression,
Pain,
Alone,
DarkVotes: 721587
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tags:
Darkness,
Lost,
Poison,
Pain,
Understand,
Exhausted,
Tired,
Hope,
Blackness,
Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 758276