28 Nov, 2012 02:26 AMOh how I met you,
I still remember the day,
You slowly danced with me,
If I only knew you were gonna break my heart
That day.
I saw you everyday,
The more and more I seen your face,
I fell deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper.
If I only knew, you were gonna break my heart that day.
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Tags:
Memories,
Missing,
Heartbroken,
Unloved,
Sad,
Pain,
Lost,
DespairVotes: 057409
22 Oct, 2012 11:32 PMSunshine falls down onto the loose gravel pavement.
Reflecting up into my green eyes.
My 1960's Mcallister guitar case lay open,
full of imaginary bronze and silver.
The rhythmic strum of a soft melody echoes through the faint breeze down the way.
Autumn leaves drop in regular,
followed by a vagrant scent of timber
from the above's towering trees.
A non-existing crowd fills in before me,
patiently listening to my words
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Tags:
Dreams,
Never Give Up,
Never Forget,
Live,
Life,
Lost,
SadVotes: 031782
28 Aug, 2012 08:59 PMLike a child. I expect him to
just walk through the door.
But it's only these familiar strangers...
odd disfigured faces.
Just smiling and trying to grab me.
Clowns dancing in he suns flames.
Stomping away the dark gray shadows that lie motionless on the floor.
The gases changes their colors
as the morph along with the smoke.
I'm slowly becoming 1. Chameleons of my insanity.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Missing,
Hurt,
Pain,
SorrowVotes: 041286
21 Jun, 2012 06:55 AMAngel of Death,
Please kill me.
I wish to die,
And become free.
I want it slow,
So I feel the chime.
I want it bloody,
So it stains time.
I want to remember,
This gruesome day,
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Tags:
Death,
Lost,
Sad,
Depressed,
RegretVotes: 031391
22 Dec, 2011 07:01 AMWhy do i care so much?
Why do i feel this way?
i shiver at your touch,
and hang on every word you say.
My heart skips a beat
when your lips met mine.
It is such a treat,
and everything seems fine.
But it doesn't last long
Because you listen to what they say.
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Tags:
Sad,
Lost,
Confusion,
LongingVotes: 029847
24 Oct, 2011 08:43 PMChoked by mother love
Wanting me to stay with her
When I want to run
And be a teen
She holds me back
Saying, no, I want you here
When I stay there
She wonders why I don't go with friends
If you care let me go
If I come back, then you'll know
You did good while keeping me
If I run from you
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Tags:
Vexed,
Controlled,
Done,
Held,
Down,
Hurt,
Sad,
Worn,
Abused,
Tired,
LostVotes: 035961
23 Jul, 2011 05:55 PMDreams-
Made to comfort,
Now have left me discarded
While reality seems to linger,
It taunts me from miles away.
And the only things I'll ever feel
Are the comforts of distance
And the surge of razor to translucent wrist.
I will only ever see the fresh blood
Pouring from my translucent veins
But even blood is eager to escape me.
Sometimes I stare through my translucent heart
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Tags:
Death,
Sad,
Alone,
Cutting,
LostVotes: 023728
04 Jun, 2011 11:36 AMOnce in my life
I've seen something
unutterable beauty
along time
we grew up together
we fell in love together
A snake
bitterly bitten leg
death fulls my soul
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LostVotes: 012080
09 Sep, 2010 03:44 PMi cant get u out of my head
i cant breath when your around me
i hurt so much inside
i miss all the good times we had
your friends were jerks and so r u
love hurts
i cant believe i fell 4 u
I'm so dumb
i blame myself every day
i used to cut myself it hurt so much still
love hurts i feel sorrow and nothingness
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Hurt,
PainVotes: 027618
06 Sep, 2010 12:47 PMYou threw me away to the wind
I crashed and landed in a strange place
A place not of darkness but of greater understanding
I would be appreciated by the person who truly loved and accepted me
No longer would I hide behind a mask of lost identity
I would find myself in him or her
That would complete me to whole
We would love until dawn was burning from the sky above
No longer would we be persecuted for being who we truly were
You threw me away and now I shall wait
Wait for acceptance
Wait for...love. <3
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Tags:
Lost,
UnlovedVotes: 018753