27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Betrayal,
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DepressionVotes: 37216236
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4180063
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1376991
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4866448
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PMI'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
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Abused,
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Scared,
Waiting,
Pain,
Lost,
Depressed,
SadVotes: 365637
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 360573
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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MiserableVotes: 757254
28 Oct, 2012 07:16 AMPain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep,
let me rest, Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
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HeartbrokenVotes: 357044
28 Nov, 2012 02:26 AMOh how I met you,
I still remember the day,
You slowly danced with me,
If I only knew you were gonna break my heart
That day.
I saw you everyday,
The more and more I seen your face,
I fell deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper.
If I only knew, you were gonna break my heart that day.
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Missing,
Heartbroken,
Unloved,
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Pain,
Lost,
DespairVotes: 056951
11 Nov, 2012 08:26 AMThose silent nights
Full of tearful star
Shining so bright
Filling so many lonely moment
That beautiful moon
That filled that void
While she sat alone in her room
Seen her cry so many bloody tears
Those dark woods
So mass
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Life,
Alone,
TearsVotes: 154616