23 Feb, 2013 03:25 AMThere's a girl in the mirror
She's always staring back
Her arms are stained red
And her eyes are painted black
In her hand she holds a blade
In the other she holds a key
It is a key to my chains
This girl has a hold on me
Sometimes I borrow her blade
For all the pain ; I bleed
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Tags:
Sad,
Lonely,
Alone,
Cutting,
SorrowVotes: 519737
11 Nov, 2012 01:21 PMI have a friend an he is forbidden
because unlike all my other friends he hurts me
he has no heart
he has no soul
he is cold all the way through
he cuts me all over an brings pain to my body
he watches my crimson blood fall from my arm an to the floor
people do not like him
and that is why he is forbidden
I call him my friend because he take the pain away an the feeling of doom that is in my heart an soul
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Tags:
Cutting,
Friend,
Alone,
Blood,
Sad,
Lost,
PainVotes: 543987
08 Feb, 2012 05:04 PMI cry,
and it hurts,
like acid streaming down my face,
tattooing the trails,
ad they flow down my face,
and drip from my chin.
The knife stings,
as I slice deep into my arm,
I smile,
and the blood runs warm,
then I go numb.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Cutting,
Lost,
Hurt,
SadVotes: 537370
26 Jul, 2016 05:10 PMthe tears will never stop falling.
visible or not.
but losing someone.
that you loved deeply.
the death you feel.
the pain you gain from the love you lost.
and the sharpness against your skin.
the red streams that flows continuously.
when you ease my pain.
all guilt flies away.
when the new love remains.
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Tags:
Pain,
Loss,
Love,
Cutting,
CryingVotes: 422819
09 Nov, 2015 05:49 PMDon't be afraid. I'm just a little crazy and insane.
After all I won't ever be the same.
It's not a lie.
It's always once more, until you die.
Just a tear, just a scream.
oh, who would ever want to be here?
It's not a life.
It's always once more, until you find a knife.
Light or darkness, i don't care.
I was crying and you just stood there.
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Tags:
Sadness,
Poem,
Pain,
Cut,
Cutting,
Painful,
LoveVotes: 427153
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Tags:
Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4182831
27 Feb, 2013 04:15 AMThey don't notice
the constant struggle I have
I try and try to hide the monster in me
and truth is I need to be saved
I put up a wall and
block everyone out,
everyone that cares
They ask what's wrong
I say nothing
because they will never
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Tags:
Cutting,
DepressedVotes: 39580
03 Jan, 2012 03:26 PMNo matter where I turn.. do you know, what I see?
Accusing fingers pointing at me,
I frantically look for an exit yet all I can see,
Are angry, jeering faces looking back at me.
Spinning, spinning, till I can't spin any more,
Falling, falling, I fall to the floor,
Sobbing, sobbing, I can't take anymore,
Fleeing, fleeing, I run for the door
Who should I turn to?
Where can I go?
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Tags:
Hatred,
Cutting,
SadVotes: 325802
11 Mar, 2013 07:33 PMYour touch lingers
On the hollow base of my throat
The finger marks
Fading into my neck to become
A part of me.
Your hands
Roughness upon my smooth skin
That you tainted with bruises
And kissed with your unfair and
All too forceful lips.
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Tags:
Depression,
Thoughts,
Memories,
Misery,
Loneliness,
Broken,
Bleed,
Cutting,
Cry,
AbuseVotes: 230822
29 Sep, 2014 04:52 PMThe razor is my only hope
The razor is my only friend
The razor is the only one who has been there for me until the end
Even the voices in my head agree that I'm alone
So here I write this poem to let everyone know
I'm done with life, I'm done with the pain
Now no one will hurt me every again
I remember the time when I didn't even know that the razor was there
A time when for once others were there
But once they realized what I am instantly I was left alone
In each and every cut I feel my self slip away
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Tags:
Cutting,
Hurt,
PainVotes: 115165