03 Mar, 2016 09:34 PM
What ifs left unanswered
What is im always bothered
What will be all day i wandered.
If its you im gonna be with forever.
So many questions
No answer could give enough reasons
This heart of mine full of lessions
Saying i met you only for a lesson
Maybe for now all i need is a break
Coz i feel like my heart is at stake
, HurtVotes: 2
08 Dec, 2015 01:11 AM
Desperation, it took me away like a thief
And you were left, with this broken belief
That nothing was wrong; that I wouldn't lie,
But you never knew of the many nights I'd cry.
Like a thief, death quietly crept in
And buried my broken dream, deeply within.
Little did you know, I was falling apart,
But no one could see, inside my breaking heart.
And so I was taken, suddenly, one day.
A memory left behind, of a darkening yesterday.
, CruelVotes: 8
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 35
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
18 May, 2013 08:52 PM
This darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
, MiserableVotes: 7
18 May, 2013 09:00 PM
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
, DarknesVotes: 4
31 Jan, 2012 07:05 PM
I see in my mind,
the past I tried to leave behind,
in every waking moment I hear,
the sound of my eyes screaming for a tear,
but I know if even just one would escape,
I would have to shut my mouth with tape.
Even when you think the happiness I have is true,
I have to try my hardest to deceive you.
For what if they see that I am weak?
Will they pluck at my flesh with their razor sharp beaks?
, TearVotes: 3
24 Oct, 2011 08:43 PM
Choked by mother love
Wanting me to stay with her
When I want to run
And be a teen
She holds me back
Saying, no, I want you here
When I stay there
She wonders why I don't go with friends
If you care let me go
If I come back, then you'll know
You did good while keeping me
If I run from you
, LostVotes: 0