16 Apr, 2011 06:17 PMWhy is life so hard and
Why am i alive
When nobody cares about me or my pitiful life
So why am i still here?
So why did God make me
Was is so i could be
A punching bag for all your pain and agony
Or was it so you could
Rip a hole through my soul pull my heart right out of my chest
Stomp on it and watch it breath for its very last breath!
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Tags:
Loss,
Sad,
Mad,
Forgetten,
UnlovedVotes: 8029423
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Tags:
Life,
Lies,
Loneliness,
Lost,
Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
Suffering,
Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4866209
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tags:
Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37215126
27 Sep, 2011 11:08 AMBetter off without u!!
I'm a girl that is hurt
I been treated like dirt.
I fell in love with a guy but that was bullshit to him
He broke my heart
but to him its just like breaking a little limb.
Its like I cant feel my heart anymore
and all I feel is it beating that's all,
everything else has slipped away
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Tags:
Unloved,
Pain,
BreakupVotes: 3325420
04 Nov, 2010 10:54 PMHer hair was up in a ponytail
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
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Tags:
Dad,
Family,
UnlovedVotes: 3221582
11 Nov, 2011 05:09 PMI promised you
That I won't wake up tomorrow,
You will come and find my body laying in a pool of my own blood....
You touch my hand and find it's cold and dead
You remember that my hand was warm and welcoming, but now......
It's cold and in need
In my hand lies a razor.....
And a note saying
'I'm sorry I can't be there to hold hands with you......
I'm sorry we won't have our first kiss....
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Tags:
Suicide,
Depression,
Regrets,
Blood,
UnlovedVotes: 3030343
03 Oct, 2011 07:56 AMSee the girl
Standing in the corner
No words, always quiet
A loner
No one to see
No friends to care
As she stands
On the edge of despair
Her body screams no
Her heart pleads yes
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Tags:
Sad,
Suicide,
Death,
UnlovedVotes: 2532187
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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Tags:
Sad,
Sadness,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Lonely,
Alone,
Suicide,
Suicidal,
EmptinessVotes: 1376599
06 Oct, 2012 03:20 PMI loved you my sweetheart, my heart my soul
I love you forever wherever you go.
I think of you everyday
wishing for you
wishing for you to stay
wishes come true
then I see the lies
I see you there
my heart, it cries
while I just stare
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Tags:
Sad,
Never,
Hurt,
Suicide,
Memories,
Missing,
Unloved,
Pain,
HeartbrokenVotes: 1251611
23 Sep, 2011 01:21 AMloving you is a big mistake
cause you were the reason why my heart break
and it's too late for me to realize
that you were only feeding me with all of your lies.
i can still remember when were still together
the sweet memories we shared with each other
how you treasured every moment with me
and how you made my life quite lovely.
you were the reason why i go to school everyday
'cause seeing your face just complete my day
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Tags:
Mistake,
UnlovedVotes: 1114211