27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 37
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
10 Dec, 2012 02:25 AM
I’m stuck in a rut, completely out of luck.
I have no means of escaping, I begin quaking.
I am forever alone, forever on my own.
No one loves me, I am an unlovable.
I am in a rut,
feeling like I’ve been stabbed in the gut.
Why do people not like me,
why am I so alone?
Will I forever live in this world,
this desolate world of mine?
, LonelinessVotes: 0
19 Jun, 2011 07:21 PM
I'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
This past life haunts me,
All I do is pain for this,
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my tears
, LossVotes: 5
10 Dec, 2012 02:51 AM
I’m sitting alone and looking up at the sky,
Dreading the day you told me goodbye,
You told me you’d come for me,
But you lied.
I sit here and die slowly on the inside,
You told me you’d take me away,
Away from this dreadful place.
You said you’d take me to a paradise,
But it was a lie.
You still haven’t come,
, Lost Love
, HeartbrokenVotes: 2
27 Mar, 2015 08:34 PM
You should be sicking of me
I'm so mad at myself that I made your anger
By refusing my heart to leave your side
No matter what, I'll always love you
Stop saying you don't love me
My heart is stubborn and won't listen reasons
You keep ignoring to understand me
I keep thinking to love you all my life
Wishing still does not come true
But I hope someday you will know my heart
, One Sided LoveVotes: 1
19 Feb, 2013 07:37 PM
I thought we would grow old together.
You said you'd love me forever
Until our skin would make folds
And our hair would become gray.
I thought those sweet words were real
That you could never lie to me.
I thought we have an agreement
That you'd cherish our love and trust.
All these years that have passed,
I have given you everything
, WishVotes: 29
22 Dec, 2011 07:01 AM
Why do i care so much?
Why do i feel this way?
i shiver at your touch,
and hang on every word you say.
My heart skips a beat
when your lips met mine.
It is such a treat,
and everything seems fine.
But it doesn't last long
Because you listen to what they say.
, LongingVotes: 0
06 Oct, 2016 12:01 PM
she carries her shame
in one hand and sadness in the other
she carries a smile that fails because
her lower lip is wounded
she slowly drags her feet until they come
she cries out
"MUM it hurts
my smile hurts
"MUM it hurts
my hands hurt
"MUM it hurts
, LongingVotes: 4
14 Nov, 2011 09:44 AM
You know that I have named many a wind
after our dreams,
that I have named many a shadow
after our wishes,
that I have named many of our tears
after our memories.
Since you have left,
nameless winds come and go,
just like shadows and tears.
Everything is the same;
the same loneliness,
, MissingVotes: 0